#april_avery

[cess-elizalde-blog]

More than being successful, I want to be happy. But it seems like I'm lost between what I want and what people want to see from me.

Something Spectacular

[nonsensicalpoet]

“I’m a little scared, honestly. It got me thinking whether I’m capable of truly loving someone. I’m not really the type of person who can easily put myself out there, you know, let alone fall in love.”

- Gab, Something Phenomenal by April Avery

[crimsondianxia]

“Maybe that’s why we didn’t work out. Bacause we were full of shattered pieces and trying to fix each other but ended up causing more pain from our sharp edges.”

— The Devil’s Trap, april_avery

[fabcolezz-blog]

“Time didn’t let you to forget for no reason.”

- The Jerk Is A Ghost ~April_Avery~

[disedartum]

Be Free

“Am I a bad daughter?” I asked. 

“Nana, am I rebellious for doing something I want without their approval?” 

Nana blinked her eyes and was shocked by my sudden question. “It’s not like that, Dear.”

“I just wanted to try..” I ran my fingers absentmindedly on the wooden counter top. “You know Nana, this is one of the rare times I wanted to try something not for grades or credentials but for the sake of trying it.” 

I don’t know how to explain this but I crave for the experience of doing things with meaning, things that are important to me base on my standard and not of someone else. It’s like the feeling I get whenever I sketch or write. 

You are aware of the passage of time but not worried. Because what you are doing is for yourself. It’s like consciously feeling you are alive. Maybe that’s what i crave for- to get out of this routine, to feel a bit more alive.