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dumping my nonsensical writings here so i don't kms

[kosmogrl]

[nonsensicalpoet]

Thank God for female friendships. 🥹🩷

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

you can succeed without meeting all of your goals. not everything requires you to give 100%. do not push yourself too hard trying to get it done perfectly. perfection isn’t real.

[thoughtcascades]

the hardest part of moving on is realizing the other person wasn't holding onto the rope anyway

[positive-pumpkin]

If this is the sign you're looking for, please

stay alive

stay safe

Drink some water

eat something

get back into the things you love

Unclench your jaw

do some self-care

Take a shower or bath

Take your med(s)

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

recent notes to self

it doesn’t have to be perfect

you can start today

accept the love you actually deserve (the good kind)

remember to give some of your love to yourself

don’t let other people take advantage of your trust and kindness because you fear saying no will make you a bad person

don’t regret caring then just because it seems stupid now

[wholeheartedsuggestions]

i’m proud of you for facing the days you really don’t want to face

[nonsensicalpoet]

"When I could come to life, I didn't."

[nonsensicalpoet]

I’d love to stay underwater for a longer time until I feel like losing my breath so bad that when I go up and gasp for air I’d also feel all the rush and inhale so heavily just to feel that I am actually alive

[thoughtcascades]

i don’t even dream big anymore i just hope nothing gets worse

[nonsensicalpoet]

thank God for i survived 2 out of 12 of 2026 😿

[65mpg]

forever a "i understand" with a constant heavy heart.

[sandersstudies]

“They’re just looking for attention.”

Oh, a human being is seeking a social response? Human being, the social animal wired to make and track social connection? A human desires the vital blood that permitted their species to survive for millennia? The human being who was born completely helpless and primed in every way by nature to seek attention and help from their community?

Wow that’s crazy. How embarrassing. Humiliating even. Should we isolate them from community? Should we call Wire Mother?

[nothingspecialjustasoul]

Still healing. Still tired.

[nonsensicalpoet]

A letter to my older sister

Oh scratch that, how dare i call you my “sister” when you do not even know about my existence?

It’s always a bittersweet feeling whenever I remember you.

Bitter–‘cause I’ve been yearning, wishing, and praying to have an older sister since I was a kid. I was always looking for a female role model—in school, in the family... when I knew about you, everything changed.

I could not believe I have an older sister. I was so happy. The sad part is, you will never know me. You grew up thinking your father was your biological father; well apparently not. I’m glad you grew up with him anyway ‘cause you’re rich. You had a better life there, and we're far from that.

I am happy for all your achievements that I heard and from the posts I saw. Thanks to your friends, I can see a glimpse of your life and how you somehow treat people around you.

It warms my heart that many people speak so nicely of you. I can feel it also. Your face exhudes kindness and genuineness.

I wish you nothing but the best, Ate Vitz. I will never want your life to be ruined just for this ugly truth. I love you and I'll forever bring this hurt with me. I'm contented anyway with admiring you from afar. May the universe give you all the happiness you deserve.

With love, your biological younger sister

[nonsensicalpoet]

sana palagi madali piliin ito. kahit mahirap. kahit nakakaubos. kahit maraming sakripisyo.

iba ang pakiramdam kapag nakikita mo silang natututo. kapag masaya silang nakikita ka.

dahil sa kanila, natututo akong maniwala sa sarili ko.

:<

[nonsensicalpoet]

it melts my heart when young learners who are shy and timid suddenly becomes talkative with me and they even initiate holding my hand. can they feel it? that i'm also like them... the anxious, shy kid who takes time to warm up.

:(