#aquansis

[enigmatias]

uses his tiddies to crack an egg off of

     He has the feeling that this is meant to be a yolk for her and thus will eggscuse such poor behavior knowing how rare an eggsperience it is for Aqua to make so much mischief. 

[motherednature]

aquansis replied to your post: “i’ll tell u what i’ve never been that Into vampires as lore but...”

[ as far as i'm aware the only character that Always Bad To Like/Problematique™ according to corners of the internet where nuance is dead is Carmilla. ]

W E L P

[lua-born]

For the wonderful MEM who rps @aquansis / @faemoria

Originally I was going to do Tooth but like, feathers. So here’s a Aqua because I was that anon artist #2 that was like honhon ima draw art of your muses. I really love your art and how you just get the feels right out of me due to aesthetics tm and the way you weave stories.

[flamereign]

    “ hey, aqua,  have you ever been to the beach?  and i mean properly, like a full day, with refreshments,  bathin’ suit,  parasol, the works.  “  / @aquansis  —–  ♡

[enigmatias]

i just wanna take a few to talk about how much i love @aquansis / @faemoria. at the risk of sounding like a broken record since i have the memory of a goldfish, i will proceed to gush about mem in this essay. i mean, you meet a lot of peeps on tumblr, some of em you sorta distantly acknowledge, maybe you interact with for a bit, but for the most part despite knowing them you don’t really get the opportunity to REALLY get to know them until later on. this was kinda the case with mem. 

like she floated through my rp life on tumblr for a bit, we’ve known each other since hmmm, i believe when i had squall? maybe a bit earlier? i’m not sure if how many of the blogs she followed on she knew it was actually me, but regardless, it always made me so happy whenever she’d follow me from blog to blog without hesitation, blessing me with her unique and wonderful personality. since mem? she’s a sweetheart. she’s crazy empathetic to the point where i suspect she probs knows more about how i feel than i do. she’s great at reaching out and lending a comforting hand on your shoulder when you need it, she’s extremely funny. god the number of times i’ve burst out laughing at what she does. and she is so, so, so, so, so, so talented. 

i sit in awe of her writing. she’s floored me so many times with what she’s put out that i’ve been an emotional wreck. she has destroyed my soul far too many times to count. SHE TOOK A GOD DAMN THE ROOM MEME AND PUT OUT ONE OF THE WORST (BEST) REPLIES I’VE EVER SEEN. her ability to put so much emotion into her writing is what i admire the most about how she portrays aqua and tooth. it’s like you’re actually there, able to see every expression flitting across her muses’ faces. able to feel everything that they’re feeling. and if it’s soul crushing stuff? yeah. prepare to be upset. 

like i could go on about her art too. i’m no artist tho so i can’t really say anything other than the basic: holy shit all of her stuff is gorgeous. her style is so unique. there’s something REALLY eye catching about the colour and lighting that she uses. i don’t get how someone could be this good as an artist AND as a writer but here we have mem, that rare and precious unicorn. 

so from the bottom of my heart and with all of my love, thank you so so so so so much for being my friend mem, for putting up with my dorkiness, for being so patient with me. and i wish you the bestest of birthdays and that you receive so much love and good things!

[enigmatias]

   “In my dreams, it is always the same. You and Ventus torn away from me. Fallen into darkness, dead, yet somehow always there haunt me.”  /  @aquansis

[enigmatias]

[enigmatias]

' #i love mem with all my heart ' you sure you have one of those ?

grats he emo now / @aquansis 

A jest done at his expense and still the question is a rusted and jagged blade that has driven deep. Proof that there is a heart that exists somewhere within him. No matter how many times he might try to deny its existence, no matter how many times he wants it gone, it stubbornly remains. 

More fool him to think that a heart could be something so easily controlled when at last he understands. There is no caging this monstrous burden that twists and aches and acts as though it could squeeze itself out of existence when pained enough. Nothing weighs as much as a heart in pain and he feels every broken stutter as a stab to his very soul. To exist from now on, chained to these wretched emotions that continues to drag him down into some churning abyss. There are days when Xemnas thinks he might drown. 

And so very much like a coward, he turns away. Keeps his gaze to some distant point beyond her. Where before he’d tried too hard to express and emote, now it’s a struggle to keep that mask of composure that’d once slipped into place with such ease. So much was given to him and so much taken away at the same time. 

When his heart threatens once more to overwhelm, Xemnas allows himself the most tremulous of smiles. He could lie as he has done since his return, deny and deny until he no longer has breath, but the truth is there, plain for all to see. Even if he did allow himself the falsehood, what chance was there for her to believe him now?

❝It would be so easy if I didn’t.❞