#ardv

[thebrazenism]

thank you

thank you for making me feel like i was not good enough not pretty enough not cool enough thank you for making me feel like guys like you are way above me like you can never be a commoner's guy like im a piece of trash and you are disgusted to pick me up thank you for making me feel like im too naive too weak too ugly too innocent thank you

[thebrazenism]

I am hurt.

deeply

[thebrazenism]

i never wanted to be with someone this much just now and with you

[thebrazenism]

i waited and waited when i know that you would not see me the way i want to be seen

[thebrazenism]

kind of sad that i won't be able to see you anymore kind of hated how you needed someone else instead of me kind of hated how am i not enough and most of all kind of hated how among a sea of roses, i chose a thorn like you

[thebrazenism]

Damn girl! You flirted with him eye to eye. He tried to get your attention. And yet when he approached you, you blew it all apart. Stop being an awkward to potato and let it all out. You won't be able to get him if you won't talk to him.

[thebrazenism]

it was probably just a silly crush anyway

[thebrazenism]

you make me feel like i am not enough yet whole at the same time those big brown eyes and crazy smile brings clandestine joy and iridescent high when will you ever look my way