#ari posts

[fallen-angel-in-h3ll]

today marks nine months. nine months ago i was struggling. nine months ago i was hurting. nine months ago, i had no other way to help with my pain. so i would turn to sh… today i am nine months clean of sh. nine months ago was the last time i hurt myself. nine months ago is the last scar i have from it. at the time there was so much going on. at school and at home. so many people thought i was okay, when in reality i was hurting. today marks nine months of me being happier and safer and caring more for myself. it’s been nine months since i touched that object that hurt me. it’s been nine months since i ever thought of it. today is the first day that i think about my progress since then. i am so proud of myself for this. i have gone through so much this year. the loss of a a close friend of my moms, the trauma of girls causing my asthma attacks, me getting assaulted twice, me losing three best friends this year. and me losing the one person i thought i could trust, and only turned her back, and became friends with the mean girls. during that time, it was heavy in my mind to relapse, to turn to that one thing to get rid of the anger. that used to be the way i took out anger. was on myself. but when i met my best friend, things changed. i was happier, when i started sitting with her at lunch, i was so much happier. and what’s a better way to celebrate 9 months than this?

you don’t have to do it, but, there are four questions you can answer! you can do all four, or you can answer one, whatever you feel! you can send them in dms, inbox, or in comments!

1 - what is one quote of mine that you loved/laughed at

2 - what is one word i say all the time

3 - if there were a quote you wanted to give me, what would it be and why?

4 - if you could describe me in 9 words or a sentence with 9 words , what would they be and why those words

i just wanna say, thank you to my sister, mom, mama, my family and my best friends. they’ve been here during my lowest and have helped me through things and i couldn’t be happier. i love you guys. @saerachandesu @written-by-music @wonbubee @r0tt3n-g1rll @atetheluck @christh3weirdo @heroz-zz @bamgyuuuuuu-2001 @vyns4sho

i can’t wait to have you all here along for my journey and see how far i have grown from this. you all are my support and you all keep my hopes up and help me keep my head held high. i love you all so much.

[our-silhouettes-kiss]

And now for Season 5!

Season 5 - Episode 1:

OA looks at Maggie: 0 times

Maggie calls OA's name: 0 times

[sunrisestudyblr]

I had a request to talk about my language diary, so here we go :)

I’ve only recently started it this semester. I currently study French and I JUST started Hindi as well!! language diaries or notebooks are just a ways to improve your spelling, grammer, and conversations skills. Some days I’ll write my French work in the form of a diary entry; others, as one sided conversations with imaginary people. I try to write very quickly, and THEN go back and correct grammer/spelling/etc.

these are some (uncorrected!) French examples:

Currently, I’m practicing writing the Hindi alphabet, so I practice that here as well!

Overall, it’s a rlly valuable tool I’d recommend to anyone trying to learn a language 💜

[blindhades]

hi. could you take a quick look at my man?

thank you.

[greenandthetown]

that ajr feeling when you’re getting tested for adhd and three-thirty comes on

[thompsborn]

harry osborn spending YEARS at a boarding school in france and coming back and wooing flash thompson with fluent french and the most cliche romantic tactics ever and flash just sits there bright red not knowing how to reciprocate affection just yet (never learned how to with the parents he’s got) but grumbling that he doesn’t hate it when harry asks if all of his gestures are too much and harry just grins because he’s already made it his mission to make sure flash learns how to accept and be comfortable with someone loving him

[nightsparklings]

a little late but this bi is here for selfie night! 💗💜💙

[time-is-a-pain]

OC dump!

It’s late, I’m tired and feeling the love for my babies tonight so I’m gonna talk about them :D

First off I’d like to apologize in advance for any typos I don’t catch or anything that doesn’t make sense, I started this at 2 am and it’s dark in here so I can’t really see the keys

Lee Hammond: Lee’s a short lil’ redhead who can see into different realities. He’s 20 years old and has been adopted as a big brother/son/family member by a lot of his neighbors. Most of the time Lee can only watch the other places he sees and talk to/physically interact with one person from that reality. Sometimes that reality can interact with Lee’s world through him, but usually that ends up with Lee getting hurt (if you read the latest thing I reblogged from @whump-with-wren about the scars thing.... yeah it happens a lot and Tris is one of his best friends from a different reality) He’s generally a hard worker and recently he’s been working on taking breaks for himself because a whole bunch of people pointed out that the way he had been going about things was sure to burn him out extremely soon

Bella Rose: So, Bella popped into my head while I was watching Good Omens. She’s fairly tall with black hair and red and blue stripes. For a while I toyed with the idea of her being descended from a witch and being able to swallow someone’s voice. I made a post about her and the voice thing on my Good Omens side blog @randomly-good-omens (I reblogged it to this blog so it should be fairly close to this post) As I said in that post, Bella first met the Ineffable Partners as a small child and the idea for her is that over the years she just keeps running into them/ frequents Aziraphale’s shop and they just sorta, adopted her as their child. I wrote the first meeting and posted it to AO3, I’ll put the link in the reblog. The longer she stays the less I think she’ll have the voice thing, but it’s a cool idea and I may keep it for her. Other than the voice thing, I think Bella is the normal-est oc of mine. She nearly always has earbuds in/headphones on and kinda wiggle dances to the music. She loves to cook, and the one time she managed to get Aziraphale and Crowley to cook with her it was a disaster. But everyone came out laughing in the end and the food still tasted pretty good so she considered it a win. She may or may not end up opening a restaurant where her adopted uncles end up eating every day, we’re all unsure on that point.

Renee: This lady popped into my head for The Umbrella Academy. She’s one of the children born at the same time as the academy kids, Hargreeves just didn’t manage to get her. Renee’s abilities are similar to Klaus’s in that she can also see the dead (I only watched the show, I don’t know what Klaus’s comics abilities all are), though the ghosts she sees aren’t quite so vibrant? colorful? I don’t know what the word I want is. Basically the ghosts Renee sees are muted to almost black and white. (She dyes her hair crazy colors all the time to combat the dullness of ghost colors) She can also gain the abilities of ghosts that she helps to move on. For example, once she helped the ghost of a contortionist and the next day she had to do something that involved bending and staying in that bent position. Or if it was an ordinary ghost who happened to be bilingual, Renee could then speak the other language. etc. etc.

Lily Jackson: Yep, my Percy Jackson oc. Lily is Percy’s twin shh canon is asleep it’s time to dream, same black hair and green eyes, and her powers are largely the same, though Lily tends to cause more ground rumbles than personal cyclones and she can use the water in the air to kinda sense things around her. Nothing too op, the water in the air thing only extends about twice as far as she can reach out you know like when you t-pose kinda and the ground rumblies are only just strong enough to throw people a little off balance. But she can still do everything else Percy can, talk to horses, breathe underwater, control water, avoid getting wet if she doesn’t want to, etc. etc. Lily still likes listening to music, but because of the whole broadcasting a giant “I am Here” signal through stuff like cellphones and internet searches she doesn’t get to very often. She tried bringing a walkman to camp once, but someone smashed it so she never did that again. She doesn’t really like her dad, or the other gods, that much. The way they act grates on her seriously, we did all the work, stop patting yourselves on the back for romping in the sheets and be there for your kids

And that’s it! Those are my main ocs. I’ll most definitely come up with more as I come across new stories and I’ve probably forgotten a few but again,,,, it’s late. 3 am now whoops.