Hello! I was tossing up which of your blogs to ask this on but I have a question for you that's totally not self indulgent (<- lying)
What's your take on Dr. Carmilla? Okay, well, I know your take on her but like. How do you personally see the mechanisms' relationship with her, especially Jonny and Nastya and the others who she canonically mechanised? How do you see that changing over time?
Also just how do you personally characterise her and what're some of your thoughts on her?
This is probably not very coherent. The Carmilla obsession is getting to me :p
Lmao!! yeah my three blogs. garecc gunpowderdtim lore archive..... you chose the one i think would be best for this!
There's two answers here! How I characterize her, and how I project that i characterize her to try and set a good example and offset other things. And its been long enough I have no idea which is which anymore, because I think the last time I properly wrote her was.... carmilla week 2024? 2023?
Ok! I checked, i wrote Spaceman for that, and then later I wrote The Great Intervention of Terran Standard Year 100001919 on Dec 28 2023
ive written plenty of mechsfic, but a lotta my carmilla stuff is OLD and BAD and MEDIOCRE and BAD
Carm to me..... Well, god. if you were to ask now I just cant get into her being too awful. I'm just so bored of it. Its so overdone. Its boring. its LAME. like, wheres the fun in it at this point? Other people can write their parent angst, to me these days its.... it really does boil down to "aw fuck mom is home we have to hide the booze and pretend to be sober" but its about murdering people!!!
With Jonny and Nastya, those are her kids, her firstborn and her second, her troublesome idiot and her nastya-please-be-a-good-example-fuck-stop-stop-stop. She doesnt like when jonny kills people. but at a certain point its like, well, she has a feral outside only cat and keeping it in has only resulted in it litterally chewing a hole in the window netting to escape. and its killing all the local wildlife. and well.
she supposes she is the parent of the most murderous cat in space, and unfortunately, there is nothing she can do about it.
Jonny and her.... I would say its tense but in that Jonny knows she has the final say, and he knows she's a buzzkill who will walk him through aurora and pour every single bottle of whiskey he's stashed away out one by one while lecturing him.
Nastya and her is like. They're on good terms I think! If I ever were to rewrite my nastya comes back fic id put more of that in there i think, nastya respects carmilla, carmilla points at nastya and is like "isnt my daughter wonderful?" and then doesnt notice because she's facing the camera nastya gunning down civilians because nastya straightens up and doesnt have visible red blood on her when carmilla turns around.
im just so tired of her being kicked out and their relationship being awful forever. I think the dynamic of like. carmilla calls auroras coms, followed by a frantic page over the PSA system by brian saying 'attention everyone. the captain will be returning to the vessel shortly. we have to clean up all the blood.' IS JUST SO MUCH MORE FUN!!!!!!!!
get silly with it!!!!!! have fun with it!!!!!!!!!!!! mom captain carmilla is off having her own adventures and they've earned their own freedom but she visits and they have GOT to get the bloodstains off the doormat BEFORE SHE GETS HERE.
mom is coming home. we have to make this place normal holy shit.
its just so much more fun yk? and it feels more in spirit with the kinda lighthearted nature of the silly crew interactions.
im not 16 17 18 anymore and obsessed with the grimdark of mechanisms canon, and its there! there is a lot of potential in torturing these guys!
But we have got to remember. ashes hoards gold for tax purposes. its SILLY. THE CREW ARE SILLY PARODIES OF SPACE PIRATES.
idk! i just. i just think lighthearted "mom is coming home, we have to FUCKING FIX THIS PLACE" is just a lot more fun!