𝜗ৎ “how do you do that?” “you're so talented!” “wow it's beautiful! you're such a natural!” “omg i'm so jealous!”
𝜗ৎ no. i'm not talented. i'm not a natural. it didn't just come to me overnight. please don't be jealous? i'd much rather be admired. i worked so hard for this, to reach this level.
𝜗ৎ it wasn't easy, it took me years. second after second, minute after minute, hour after hour, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year after year after year after year after yea–
𝜗ৎ i hate when they look at my work and call me a natural or say that i'm just so gifted. i worked hard to achieve this. i've been doing this since childhood. i was dedicated, i didn't give up, i NEVER gave up. it was frustrating, annoying, irritating to see people be better than me. i didn't let that stop me. i kept going and going and going.
𝜗ৎ this was a journey. not something i was given or born with. don't look past my efforts. it's tiring to get these comments over and over again.