#artwrites

[badwolfdogbutch]

One day soon I will hold the warmth of you against my chest and then maybe finally I shall rest

[well-what-did-you-expect]

fluff alphabet A, F, N, X for the tmnt 2012 turtles please? :D

TMNT2012 : A , F , N , X

included : leonardo “leo” hamato, raphael “raph” hamato, donatello “donnie” hamato, michelangelo “mikey” hamato

summary : a, f, n, x from the fluff alphabet with the turtles

warnings : none? i think

disclaimers : gn!reader, you/your & they/them pronouns

track [1 of 4] : she looks so perfect , 5sos

word count : 776

Leonardo "Leo" Hamato

A - Attraction (What they look for in a partner, their type)

Leo would love a partner who’s independent. Someone who can take care of themselves, but also someone who wouldn’t hesitate to ask him if they need help. Leo strikes me as a man who loves curves, no matter how you identify. Thick thighs, bit of a booty, bit of a tummy, he’s head over heels.

F - Family (If they want children and how many if so)

Leo strikes me as a guy who would love to have a family one day. Maybe a little rugrat or 2, a boy and a girl.

N - No (Dealbreakers, what can and will break the relationship apart)

Leo’s a leader, he’s already got enough on his plate watching out for his team/brothers. If you’re too dependent on him, it’s a dealbreaker.

X - X-Ray (How well they can read you)

Leo isn’t the best at reading you, he’s just above Donnie. If you don’t hint or tell him, he will almost never figure out how you’re feeling.

Raphael "Raph" Hamato

A - Attraction (What they look for in a partner, their type)

Raph is into those who are tough, not just physically, but mentally too. He likes when his partner can hold their own, and boy, oh boy, does he love when he can spar with his partner and not have to go too easy on them.

F - Family (If they want children and how many if so)

As we’ve seen, Raph is big on pets. He wouldn’t really want kids, 1, maybe 2, but mostly expect a pet or 2 or 3.

N - No (Dealbreakers, what can and will break the relationship apart)

Like Leo, being dependent on him is a dealbreaker. He needs his space at times and if you’re constantly coming to him for whatever reason that he doesn’t classify as a good reason, he’ll lose interest fast.

X - X-Ray (How well they can read you)

Raph isn’t the best at reading you but out of his brothers, he’s second best, just under Mikey. It may take him a bit to understand when you’re upset or something’s bothering you, but he will eventually understand and treat you accordingly.

Donatello "Donnie" Hamato

A - Attraction (What they look for in a partner, their type)

Like Leo, Donnie strikes me as a guy who’s into independence. Yes, he likes being needed, but he also likes that you can take care of yourself. He doesn’t really have a physical type, he’s more a personality guy than a looks guy, although he does appreciate the beauty in his partner.

F - Family (If they want children and how many if so)

Donnie doesn't strike me as a family man. I don't think he would want a big family, if he would want one at all. He’d be okay with a small pet, like a goldfish or maybe a bird, but not anything bigger or higher maintenance. If you manage to convince him to start a family, he would most likely want to stop after 1.

N - No (Dealbreakers, what can and will break the relationship apart)

If there is no support in the relationship. Donnie works for hours on end on projects and experiments, so if he's excited to show you his latest robot and you aren't in the slightest bit interested, then it's not gonna work for him.

X - X-Ray (How well they can read you)

Donnie isn't the best at reading you, he's usually unaware that you're upset until you make him aware by straight up telling him.

Michelangelo "Mikey" Hamato

A - Attraction (What they look for in a partner, their type)

Mikey isn't one to focus on the physical aspects of their partner. Mikey's ideal type would be someone who they can laugh and joke around with, someone they can have fun with (pranking people together, gaming together, skating together).

F - Family (If they want children and how many if so)

Mikey would love to have a family, and a big one at that. He would want a lot of kiddos and animals running around. I feel like he would want more daughters than sons. 3 daughters and 2 sons.

N - No (Dealbreakers, what can and will break the relationship apart)

If the relationship is too serious, there's barely any laughs or goofing off, is a dealbreaker for Dr. Prankenstein. Mikey's a big goofball and loves when they can joke around with their partner.

X - X-Ray (How well they can read you)

Mikey is the best at reading you. He can tell when you're upset because you don't laugh at his jokes or want to play games with him (both of which is an often occurrence in your relationship).

[skelezen]

“You know Heph… I'm surprised you aren’t a demi god like I, your body must have been crafted by the gods.” Alexander whispered softly into his companion’s ear as he brushed his smooth fingers through his silky, bronze locks with a gently placed smile. In response, Hephaestion chuckled carefree as he soaked in the praise with a serene light heartedness before muttering his utmost thoughts with a flirtatious tone, “Or maybe the gods crafted me to fit you Achilles,”

Alexander laid there in a perfect silence as he turned his head towards Hephaestion whose head was carefully cuddled onto his chest. He let out a sigh staring up to the vivid blue sky that filled with white, fluffy clouds surrounding the sulphur yellow sun; the pure setting adding to their shared tranquillity and contentment.

They shared a long, yearned for kiss as their lips exchanged touch and made their bodies relax to the purity and innocence of their affection for each other, “Σ Αγαπώ” Hephaestion spoke barely whispering as his eyes darted from Alexander’s lips to piercing sapphire eyes; they slowly closed until they opened again with a small twinkle in his eye as his cheeks stretched, “I know Heph, you’re as dear to me as the need to drink and eat, a day without you is a dark day full of despair and misery - I love you too.”

<Requested by a friend>

[badwolfdogbutch]

I want someone who wants to know me. Come crawl into my bones, meet my soul, nurture it as I nurture yours. I want our cups overflowing

[badwolfdogbutch]

I want her but not just physically, I want her heart in the way it warms my soul.

[badwolfdogbutch]

I want you to crawl into my bones. Feel your warmth in my soul. To feel you. The weight of who you are and who I am unwind and intertwine. The very essence of you dancing with mine. No masquerade. Bare and naked. Blemish and scar on display. Everything that you are, held with all of me. To feel the fire of your heart warm the home in me. The ache I feel disappears upon the touch of your fingertips. To give myself to you in a way I never have before. Your lips on mine as we dance to the passion of our souls mixing. Your teeth on my neck as mine on yours. I want to run my fingertips along your every blemish. Kiss you undone. Show you just how perfect you are. I ache in your absence. Come back to me untie me and destroy every wall I've built, just as I do to yours. I want to see you in your awe. Whole because you always have been. Grant me the privilege to see it all. Your name is like a prayer up on my lips. I'm on my knees, worshipping every part of your soul. I want to devour you, your blood like a drug. I don't care if I'm not sane, so long as I am yours and you are mine. I will be like a dog and lay at your feet. All you need is to look at me. For I will always be yours. Our souls forever intertwined.

[badwolfdogbutch]

I find it quite devastating to not be good enough because of something you cannot control about yourself and I think many of us share a solidarity in that, all different sides of the same coin and how heartbreaking it truly is to feel this way. I find that's why it's so important to walk in love and understanding because there's so much about the vastness of the human experience that we can't quite define it to an exactness and that academics can only go so far until it begins to write off the very intersections that make us human. Maybe I'm radical for these views but if seeking to understand the uniqueness of ones personhood is radical then so be it. I would rather be hated by the world for my love than to leave someone feeling unworthy of their humanity.

[badwolfdogbutch]

I think in this day of hyper independence and the internet it's important that we remember if we don't show basic interest or care towards people. If we don't invest intentionally in them then we are subconsciously telling them that they are not important to us. If you want long lasting friendships, relationships, community you have to be intentional. You have to do the uncomfortable thing, you gotta go out of your own way and do the scary thing instead of just thinking about people in your head. People can't read your mind, you gotta talk to them, share your feelings. Ask people how there day was, invite people out or over. Spend time with each other. Show people you want them in your life because when people don't feel wanted they can and will walk away. We make up all these bogus rules about texting and when to hangout or what to talk about instead of learning to just let ourselves live. We forget that human connections need watering like a plant does. And we forget that some people are different than others and some may need to be watered more or less than others. And that's not a bad thing, it's normal to be different but we have to stop assuming we know the rule book of care for everyone and we have to stop assuming that our needs are the exact same as everyone else's. Sometimes I don't want to text that one friend back the same day but I do because I know she struggles with anxiety. Sometimes I want to talk to another friend alot because I enjoy our conversations but I tone it down because I know they need space more often... My point with this is that if you want thriving connections you have to learn to be a versatile gardener. It's not good to keep only people who are exactly like you around you 24/7 you gotta have people different than you around because they challenge you to learn and grow. People are so vastly unique and when we refuse to have difference in our life we bubble ourselves in and train our brain to believe ourselves as the default. And we aren't. When you can't handle other people being wired differently than you then you become unknowingly harsh and unkind, quick to misinterpret something and make it an attack on your character, misunderstandings that could have been prevented by listening to understand instead of waiting to defend yourself. I've gotten good at learning when people haven't done the internal work and when people need to diversify the people they spend time with... It's in the small signs, the subtle reactivity, defensiveness or even in the bold plowing through others feelings because they don't see how others feelings deserve care. Everyone everywhere does this in some way shape or form no one isn't guilty of it but there's a level of growth and healing you can see when you look hard enough. And trust me by no means does age mean aware or knowledgeable. Growth isn't assigned by an age number it's learned through active pursuit of the uncomfortable. Wisdom is gained through tedious inconveniences and compounded experiences. I remember some of the wisest mechanics were not the ones with 15 years of experience but the ones who still had the patience to learn. So maybe that's what the key to people is, the willingness and the patience to learn them. Because no two souls are the same so we must learn one another with great care and selflessness. When we learn to let go of control and we listen with the grace and patience of a learning student we can master the art of loving one another truly and authentically.