#artzysyam

[thesandsofelsweyr]

What your thoughts of s/o offered to massage his shoulders?

To him, a massage is better than sex. His back and shoulders are perma-fucked from his stay in Arkham, leaving him with constant, chronic pain that OTC painkillers—the only painkillers he'll take—are practically useless against.

If he's with a s/o whose touch he's learned to crave, not fear, then he will become putty in their deft hands, melting into their kneading fingers, their rolling knuckles, the heels of their palms; his skin coming alive again as they press insistently against the tangled mess of scar tissue that was once his back, against the ever-present knot of misery between his shoulder blades. They instinctively know the right pressure to use, know the perfect balance between pleasure and pain.

But it's not just the electric magic of their touch that makes him feel amazing. It's the proof that this person he loves so much, this person isn't disgusted by his ruined body, this person wants to touch him despite all the reminders of his weakness, his cowardice, his stupidity, his failures that litter his flesh, this person wants to waste an hour of their day making him feel better.

[thesandsofelsweyr]

A naughty question for science.

How big is your AK!Jason’s cock?

⚠️ cw: smut

Let these ladies sing the song of his penis:

He's longer than average but nice and thiccc 🍆 An artist's representation that I quite like (N S F W)

[thesandsofelsweyr]

Are there any triggers for your AK!Jason?

The real question is: is there anything that doesn’t trigger him? 😔 So much was used to make his life beyond miserable for over 487 days... so many things he will now forever associate with hell on earth...

Boisterous laughter (even grins make him uncomfortable for a time)

Blindfolds

Handcuffs

The sound of tape ripping

Face coverings (takes him a while to get used to wearing his helmet without triggering a panic attack)

Dog collars (Max wears a harness when they go on runs, and that comes off as soon as they get home)

Power tool sounds. This is another one he forces himself to "deal with" for the sake of his mission, but those sounds will always set his teeth on edge and his heart to racing.

Someone grabbing him, or even just bumping into him. Because of this he gets extremely anxious in crowds so he avoids them when possible.

Drugs stronger than Aspirin (though he will drink alcohol occasionally. I'll go more into this in another ask in in my inbox.)

Claw hammers. Any of the tools Joker used on him—crowbar, pliers, sledge hammer, nail gun, blowtorch, drill, jumper cables, etc.—make him anxious, but just the sight of a claw hammer will immediately drag him back down to that makeshift torture chamber; leave him frozen in fear, drenched in a cold sweat, numbness creeping down his extremities, blackness invading his vision, fighting for a breath in a world that suddenly seems devoid of all oxygen, heart racing so hard it's gonna explode in his chest, feeling like his world is imploding until he's left watching helplessly from outside of his body as the Clown brings down that hammer again and again and again, feeling like he'll never get back in, feeling like he'll never experience another moment without terror, feeling like he's never been more certain in his entire life that he's dying...

Clowns because he has to fight the violent urge to pummel them in the face until he knocks all their teeth out, until there's little more than a bloody paste and bone fragements left inside a hollowed out skull.

[thesandsofelsweyr]

Does your AK!Jason remove his armor even in post Arkham Knight?

Yeah, he'll go about in civvies, but he has every inch of skin covered to hide his scars. Long sleeves, pants, even gloves, and a cap or a hood (oftentimes both) to hide that fucking J on his cheek. He can't stand the looks people give him—whether its pity or scorn—when they catch sight of his brand, so he's normally got his head down between his hunched shoulders when he's out.

Whenever he's with his troops though he's always in armor. Only a select few—his most trusted allies, and regrettably, Deathstroke—have seen him without his helmet.

[thesandsofelsweyr]

What would happen if AK! Jay got into trigger but no one there to bring him back to the present?

More times than not he has to deal with them on his own, and they're often so intense, so terrifying, so debilitating, that he blacks out.

His first method of dealing with his PTSD—"just suck it up you cockroach" and "man up and stop being such a pussy"—never worked. Vodka worked for a time, but he cut that out once he found himself getting too dependent (no way in hell he's gonna be an addict like Willis.) Ultimately he turned to his public library for books on managing PTSD since he's allergic to mental healthcare (like Bat-father, like Bird-son) Now grounding techniques seem to work the best for him. (He's also a fan of song therapy.)

[thesandsofelsweyr]

If he punch the wall, I’m held his bleeding hand, guide him to the sofa and took out the first aid kit.

Even after he punched the wall barely missing your face?? 😏

(I love the intimacy of this image, btw. Gently cleaning his bloody knuckles, wrapping them up in gauze, clasping his injured hand between yours, dropping a soft kiss on top of it 💕)

[thesandsofelsweyr]

Another ask.

How often AK!Jason go to rage room?

(re: this) Why go deal with the suffocating crowds and their insufferable stares when he can build his very own rage room in one of his many hideouts?

(Batman: Arkham Knight #24)

Even his living spaces turn into rage rooms when the mood strikes him, though he usually regrets this after he cools down and realizes he has to fix/buy yet another laptop or television.

[thesandsofelsweyr]

AK Jay who hugged his doggo after a nightmare or night terror

Max has gotten good at recognizing when Jay's starting to have a nightmare, and he'll gently nose or paw at Jay, or lick his face until he wakes up. Then he'll cuddle up close so that Jay can bury his face in his fur until the panic subsides 💙