#arvenfictive

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“Im like if a man and a woman had a baby or something…”

-Arven, fictive

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Paldea exists too close to Pokémon England I keep almost adding “u” to words like “behavior” and whatnot 😭 it’s contagious presumably within some radius that’s too big for its own good

-Arven, fictive

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I’m frontstuck and usually in like a sort of coma while my buddy who is frontstuck with me fronts but it’s my turn and every time I wake up somethings wack as hell. Today it is wanting to chew on an aluminum can . Im a Pokémon trainer straight up just some guy why does it happen to me

(fictive; Arven)

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Host, Blue and I were playing Pokemon Violet and we got to the part against me (WHY IS MY BATTLE SO HARD ???) and Blue saw Mabosstiff's teeth and then saw one of my animations and went "Hey you and Mabosstiff have matching smiles" and i felt like exploding /pos !!! -Arven (fictive)

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Oh. I'm here now. And I still have parental issues here, because of course I do... -Arven, Pokemon fictive

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(Pokemon scarlet violet spoilers)

I hate it. I hate this feeling of wishing things were better. My parents weren’t good. I know what they did. I literally had to raise myself at a point. I should be allowed to hate them- but I just. Can’t right now. I just wish everything was back to the way it was when I was still a young kid. When my mom was wild and would tell good stories and would lift me up so I could see what she was working on. When my dad would cook good food and would play along with me and Mabosstiff and make my mom laugh so hard you could probably hear it across the Crater. I miss it when our family was whole. And then it wasn’t. And now it never will be.

I don’t know how to feel. I want to be mad. I wish I could be. I deserve to be mad after dad got distant and my mom spent more time with her research than me. I deserve to be mad when I had two parents but I had to raise myself. But right now… I just wish they were still here. I wish we could be a functional family again. I wish there was something out there that told me they still thought of me as their son and wished they could have done things differently.

- Arven (fictive)

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(TW for implied parental neglect I guess?)

It’s been a while and I’ve been thinking a lot recently (shocking I know) but.. I don’t really hate my mom or dad, not anymore, of course I did at first. Being alone hurt badly and then the whole area zero thing.. massive betrayal but I just can’t bring myself to be mad, I just wanted to know them in all honesty, they were just passionate and trying to do what they thought was right even if it would’ve had devastating affect on paldeas wildlife and people, They’re still my parents and I still love them, atleast as much as I can love someone I never really knew, I love you both and hope you’re happy where you are. Genuinely. - Arven, pokemon scarlet and violet fictive

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Canon disabilities;

I think I have astigmatism because it seems to be my psychosomatic effect when fronting! Uh Oh !

/lh but like I can see normal SOMETIMES… why not all the time… we already have glasses and it gets worse with or without them 😭

-Arven, fictive, pokemon

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