I think I fell in love. And damn...i don't know if I like it. I mean I am so So happy that it hurts. For the first time in my life. It's like, at the same time, wonderful and horrible. I'm so anxious. So confused. I don't know what's going on, literally. My head is in clouds, I feel like I'm floating. It makes me want to vomit, my stomach hurts. I'm shaken up. I'm so incredibly happy. I imagine that it's going to shatter and I'm full of anxiety for what's to come. I try to avoid these thoughts, cause there's no point in thinking about the future now. Let's stay here and now. Figure out things now, focus on things currently important. Don't overthink.














