Hey, everyone. I just wanted to let my partners know that I haven't forgotten anyone or my drafts. Things have just been really stressful at home, and my dad's rarely ever here, so I can't get onto the laptop. And I'm not typing 43 pages worth of replies on the phone. I don't have the energy or the patience for that.
And, some of you guys already know. But for those of you that don't, my oldest cat Mollie died about a week and a half ago. I'm trying to take it as best as I can. And other than a few minor episodes I've been ok. But we picked up her ashes today and I've just been losing it since. I don't know why. Maybe just looking at this tiny box that used to be my buddy and my nurse for 10 years got to me. Idk.
In any case, I've been too depressed really to do much. Even before she died. My replies don't feel right. My icons don't feel right. Nothing feels good enough anymore and I'm just kind of feeling like maybe I just shouldn't come back? Idk. I have no idea when I'll be able to post replies. But if anyone wants to plot something or do something small, iconless, and doesn't mind the fact that the app isn't letting me trim posts anymore, then maybe it'll help at least make me feel semi creative again. Because honestly I can't remember the last time I did.
I'm in a lot of pain too. I fell last week while we were looking at a house and landed on my knee. It's still bruised and I still can't walk.
But at least they gave us a pretty box and put Mollie's ashes in a nice little drawstring bag.
