#ashika

[early20sfailingplenty]

I'm emotionally leaning on Ash Williams so much these last few days that I'm practically laying on top of him. Poor dude can't catch a break.😂😩

[ajokeformur-ray]

@iartsometimes​ sent me reeling when I woke up to find this on my birthday. It was totally unexpected (I mean... that’s the point of birthday gifts, but you know what I mean🥺💖) and it’s been four days and I can’t stop looking at it.🥺💖 So, naturally (and with prior written permission), I decided to post it here so that everyone can see!

Tanya, you’re such an incredible artist. Everything you creates is put together so lovingly, with such an amazing eye for detail and shading!!!💗✨ The colours of this piece are just😍😍😍😍😍😍 hasdfghjm, everything is so complementary and I can’t get over how good Ash looks hasdfghjk you captured him perfectly (as you do with all of the subjects you bring to life!) and I swear I’ve never looked so good either (though that could be the low self-esteem talking) and it’s just - 

I will never be able to thank you enough for such a beautiful gift.🥺🥺🥺

If there’s ever anything you want to vent about or chat about or if there’s anything I can help you with or write for you then please don’t be shy omg it’s the least I could do for you after everything you do for everyone here!!!!!🌸💙

[zeishie]

Working on more complete paintings. Very proud of this one, though im still figuring out lighting.  

[patch444]

Bosum Buddiers for… Life? >\\> <\\< Sorry, not sorry. ^^; Always imagined these two would get along preeeeety well, considering their shared… Interests. Ehhh… .////. And no, none of this is canon. Calm down. XD May edit this a bit later, we’ll see. Ashika belongs to @seanplayssplatoon @seanscomics @schizo-sean Leena belongs to me.

[ajokeformur-ray]

There are two things I love to do with Ash:

Watch horror films I haven't seen before. Usually I have to check for emotional spoilers and jump-scare timestamps before I watch so I know what's coming and when, but with Ash I don't need to... he makes me laugh too hard for me to be scared and I hate watching horrors without him.🥺

Lay on my bed wearing his shirt with my fairy lights on listening to AC/DC. Sometimes he joins in by crawling up the bed and he cuddles me until we fall asleep together but then other times he just stands in the doorway with his arms folded over his chest watching me. I'm not sure why he does that, but it's Ash and I don't think Ash knows why he does what he does, either.🤣

[ajokeformur-ray]

"What, did'ya shit the bed or something?"

Ash's deep voice, husky with sleep, makes me jump and I spin around in my chair to face him.

"Ash! ~ " The very specific way I say his name when I'm greeting him makes him smile.

"That's my name, sweetheart, don't wear it out. Now, come on, why're you up so early?"

I hold out one of my hands, the other gripping my pen, and Ash comes to me, his only hand connecting so easily with my own as our fingers interlock.

"I'm studying."

Ash groans, "Babe, it's 6am."

I look at him as if to say, yeah, so?

Ash sighs and the movement of his eyebrows says, shoulda' guessed.

"Here, look - " I feel the need to show Ash why I'm up at 6am. I don't need to, especially because he thinks college is for losers (so says the man with an engineering degree), but I do anyway. I like sharing things with him.

"What the fuck."

I nod, agreeing with Ash. "Agreed. Oh, well... looks like I'm running on caffeine and spite today."

Ash scoffs, "Business as usual, then." His hand squeezes mine and he lets go, leaving our palms feeling cold and empty without the other person.

"Please don't go far, Ash." I want you close.

"Wouldn't dream of it, honey. Just gonna' feed ol' Eli and grab a beer. Want anything?"

"Coffee, please!"

Ash sighs in a way which says, did I even have to ask?

I laugh and with a lighter heart, I return to my studies, knowing Ash is here with me.

[ajokeformur-ray]

“Ash, I’m going out into town to get some plastic sheets for my university folder. Do you want me to grab you any beer or anything?”

“Where are you going for the sheets, honey?”

“Uhhh... the discount store, why?”

“Just - “ Ash starts moving around, getting his shoes on and getting ready to go out. “I’m gonna come with you.”

“Ash, darling, I’m only gonna be - “

“No can do, honey. I’m coming with you.”

I sigh, fighting a smile. “I love you too, you big softie.”

Ash tries to glare, but he can’t do it. The love in his eyes ruins the whole look he’s going for, and if it wasn’t already really hot, I would have melted.

[ajokeformur-ray]

Half midnight. I have to be up early to study but I can't sleep because my thoughts are full of Ash Williams. How I want to hold him and protect him. How I would tell him that not only would I die for him if it kept him alive for even five minutes more, but also that I would live for him, too. How I would cup his face in my hands and smother him in kisses until he's tightly grasping my wrists in his hands and giggling. How I wouldn't wake him from his nightmares because that can be dangerous but I'd be there to listen to him if he wanted to tell me about it and I'd cuddle him. If he didn't want to talk about it then I'd read to him and cuddle him and make sure he knew he was loved. I would do anything for Ash. I would be anything for Ash, too. He puts a cosmic ache in my chest yet soothes it in the same second and the love I feel for him scares me sometimes. I may not be the kind of person he would fall in love with (he likes flirty confident women and I am neither of those things) but I would remain beside him, deadites and all.💖

Please I love him and I wanna show him but I can't and it hurts.😭😭😭😭I'm gonna fall asleep tonight thinking of him and though nights like this are common, I cherish them all. 💙

Young and older Ash because I'm weak for him no matter what.🥺🥺🥺