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Curvo I like to think that more people like you over me. I seem to be the last on everyones list. But just do not think of these things and think of good.
More people like me? I cannot see how with this preconceived notion everywhere that I am the most villainous of the Fëanorians. But perhaps love is wicked indeed, for I was ruthless in pushing our entire family to chase after the Silmarils. Do they not think of how watching Atar consumed by fire have affected me? How many nights I awoke from the vivid dreams of watching him die all over again?
Ai, many admired me that is true, but though my desires may run high at times I do not wish for a mere bed partner. I wish not to be tossed aside later, or to feel the need to do so to another. My relationship with Lalinyë should have never happened.
I value your words, Moryo. We both were the voice of reason for each other when our emotions ran high. There is still good here yet, so long as the Silmarils are far from us and the Oath has ended.
