#ask:jill

[in-my-soul-arch]

❣(I sat here for way too long trying to chose one of your VA muses but I love them all, so up to you?)

SEND ME A ❣ AND I’LL GAUGE MY CHARACTER’S ATTRACTION TO YOURS AT THIS POINT IN TIME

And so you get all of them. :)

✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | SEXUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | ROMANTIC ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | CRUSHING ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SQUISHING ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | SENSUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | AESTHETIC ATTRACTION

Low ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ High

✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✧ | SEXUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧ | ROMANTIC ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧| CRUSHING ✦✦✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧ | SQUISHING ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SENSUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | AESTHETIC ATTRACTION

Low ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ High

✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SEXUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | ROMANTIC ATTRACTION ✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | CRUSHING ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ | SQUISHING ✦✦✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧ | SENSUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✦✦✦✧✧✧✧✧ | AESTHETIC ATTRACTION

Low ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ High

✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SEXUAL ATTRACTION ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | ROMANTIC ATTRACTION ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | CRUSHING ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SQUISHING ✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | SENSUAL ATTRACTION ✦✦✧✧✧✧✧✧✧✧ | AESTHETIC ATTRACTION

Low ✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦✦ High

@theivashkinator

[in-my-soul-arch]

💭 + Christian and Jill

@theivashkinator | THOUGHT MEME

Adrian marrying a human and bringing her here, is just an Adrian-thing to do. Him standing up for her in court and demanding her protection was brave, though. Maybe he’s a better guy than I thought. MAYBE.

My head. He’s been drinking again. Good thing I don’t have class today. I need another nap. I hope Adrian’s will be okay. 

[in-my-soul-arch]

Jill, do you wish you weren't bound by Spirit to Adrian?

"That's a terrible thing to ask. But no. It's hard sometimes, but I don't think I can go without that link to his mind. Adrian is the most important person to me now, and the thought that he might be in trouble without me knowing it or being able to do something about it, would kill me. Besides, the fact that I am, means I'm still alive because of him. I owe him everything and more."

[in-my-soul-arch]

📝 - for Jill

@badassjetsteele | diary meme

Ahh, if Adrian keeps thinking about almost having sex on a table then turned to bed, I'm going to scream. Like it's not bad enough to feel all the pent-up frustrations, I have to find Eddie right there half of the time when there's another spike of lust going through Adrian. It makes me want to jump him and that's so not okay. Even if Eddie was remotely interested in me (which he obviously isn't because I'm not some sex bomb rubbing all over him disgustingly like Angeline although she did technically cheat on him but then I'm Jailbait like Adrian calls me and Eddie definitely seems to mature and handsome to have to wait for me) it still wouldn't be okay.

Maybe if I can apologize for busting in on their dream when I did and urge Sydney to have sex with him already, I can get on with my life. But how am I supposed to ask that? Knowing Sydney, she'll probably want to break up with Adrian even more because of me. And I can't do that. He saved me. So if I have to struggle through this, I'll just have to with gratitude instead of whining about it. Adrian deserves the best. And I'm definitely going to keep my mouth shut for now.

And this is why I love you, my diary. You take all my secret frustrations and make me deal with them before I act like the stupid teenager everyone thinks I am. Let's hope Lissa gets the new law passed soon so everyone doesn't have to keep putting up with me like this.