Can I ask how you plot? This is de-di-ca-tion 😭
YES!! Okay so roughly Dec 2023 this started as a single scene (roughly inspired chapter 18, the Christmas kiss). Over the course of the next year I started writing down my little headcanons and always always always answering questions I had- even if I wrote a scene that I knew was going to be trash, I still roughed it out because usually it was my brain trying to answer a question about a specific character or feeling.
Come to Dec 2024 and I have accumulated literal TONS of material and I sat down with it and really combed through all the plot points with a fine toothed comb- what in each characters past and present is making them act the way they are at this exact moment? Why don’t they say or act how they feel? Why do they perceive this event differently than it’s happening? What are their goals with this interaction?
The plot changed quite a bit in that phase- things rearranged, removed, or added to ensure the plot can be solid, but a lot of the original writing stayed.
Except… after 18 months of writing practice, the things I wrote in Day 1, or Month 1, or even Year 1 felt like trash 😂😭 Which brings us to present- the story is, honestly, rough finished. But each chapter I pull needs fluffed and edited and added to until it is nearly a different work entirely (which is why it takes me so long to update despite having everything written. Editing 20 pages just takes time, plain and simple.)
So, basically- Drabble dump——> High level plot——> refine and polish.
Ask SO many questions. Write SO many things. Know when to dump something and move on or circle back. The answers you seek are within you.
I am very much a “just do it” kind of person. I can’t explain how much better I have gotten at writing, editing, plotting and conceptualizing complex ideas and emotions on the fly.









