#assaultposting

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hey does anyone want to do unsafe BDSM that leaves me with several fractured bones and some brain damage. as friends

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You people won't believe me, but another man kissed me just now

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I've officially decided I will eat my feelings. I need some way to cope and I'm not going back to sh. I want to reach that 6 month streak. And it needs to last until August holy fucking shit I cannot deal anymore. Who knew one guy had so much effect on me

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This is what I wore btw. Except that I also wore my work uniform and some pride pins that were being covered by my hair. I'm starting to believe I didn't invite him to touch me like that :)

And yes I'm wearing that outfit again today. I won't let hin or other people like that control me. I am me and they can't take that away from me

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I'm going to sleep and I will be fine

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Intro post!

Name: Bread Pronouns: He/it (and more if you want) Age: 17 years Interests (in no particular order): Pigeons, biology, sociology, history, body modification, art. Hobbies: Researching, reading, walking

Account themes, pronounpage, and further introduction under the keep reading

This blog was made so I'd have a space to talk about my mental health. However, I'm starting to get better :) Currently, this blog is mainly just me talking about my day, with plenty of philosophical and ''old man yelling at cloud'' posts. Proper introduction time! My most used online name is Bread, but Mutt is also one that I really like! I'm a mixed, autistic, perisex, (gender)queer trans guy. My pronouns are he/it. I also use/like some other ones, and they're in my pronounpage. I'm a (gender)queer guy, my queerness is about 50% of my gender. I'm also ace and ambiamorous, but I'm just queer. As I said before, I'm 17 years old, I'll turn 18 this year. I'm autistic. You'll probably notice this due to the way I communicate, talk about my interests, or analyse things. I will study religious sciences in a few years :) I am also chronically ill and disabled. I have chronic pain, IBS, endometriosis, PMDD, my stomach valve doesn't properly work, and I'm hypermobile to a fault. There are also other things "wrong" with my body, but those are the things that have names. I have struggled with MDD, disordered eating, self harm and suicidal ideation since my pre-teens; however, my relationship with food is about 90% on its way to being perfect, I'm sh free for a bit more than 4 months, and I haven't been suicidal in a couple of months too. I'm in remission for my depression as well! I currently take fluoxetine (20mg per day, orally, I take it in the morning) and it's helping with all of this. Talk to me whenever please, I'm awkward as fuck, but I do like it :)

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Tags: #breaddevours : Me being positive about food, I will frequently post pictures. #breadvent : Vent. Can be about anything. #breadwrites : any writing that I do, mostly poetry #wahoo!! yippee!! : celebrating things, mainly the small things #timeposting : counting down the days until I can do whatever random thing I'm occupied with at the moment. Mostly transition related. #assaultposting : posting about the maybe assault??? thingy that happened to me and the way it affects me I'll add more when I start using more

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I'm too scared to go to school or work tmr yay

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Also I just realised that sure, the last guy who assaulted me is mentally disabled BUT SO AM I

Like the only reason I went with him is because of my autism. It's similar to a mate crime if that makes sense. I just trusted him because why would he lie. Does that make sense? My psychologist thinks this too if that helps anyone with agreeing with me