The beginning of the beginning of forever
yesterday (3/6/20), i worked until 12pm worked in the library finishing my applications for post bacc submitted them and also got my ducks in a row. had the meeting for my club where we discussed our upcoming fundraiser. then met up with my baby at public works where on the way there she called me and impromptu suggested we go to lake las vegas with a bottle of wine and to take pictures. we got there and it was so freaking serene, like we weren’t even in Vegas anymore, Toto. we got there, parked, and walked down the steps of the parking garage down to the water and hazel took tons of pictures as she does which makes me happy because she loves to do it. then we walked along and eventually went to a wooden set of stairs with only 5 steps total but it was away from where all the people were and we sat down on it but not before she got pictures of me posing on it. it was then that I knew i wanted to propose to her there. it hit me like a ton of bricks, knocked the wind out of me in the best way. i wanted to write this down so later down the line when i decide to propose, i’ll remember where i thought would be a great place to do so, of course away from the people as neither of us want to make it a public thing. it was such a beautiful end of the day, the wind just cool enough so we’re not sweating but also not feeling chilly. we were just taking pictures of each other and i realized then and there that I wanted to propose to her there. i mean it was in henderson aka hendertucky but there was something about it. who knows, i’m thinking lake mead too where we had our first date. i can’t wait.