#assholeface

[surgerydetector]

asshole! 

[philk]

¯\_( * )_/¯

[ehjustpaige]

My sister just called me a nipple. I dont even know how to handle her anymore. She should come over though because reasons.

[thisistheroadtoruin]

I had a dream that Rae and I got kidnapped and for some reason the person I called to help us was the bane of my existence (who is, surprisingly, not my ex-boyfriend lol.) what's weird here is that he actually was concerned with my well-being and he did come to help us. It has me thinking that maybe it's time to forget and move on, you know? It's stupid to hold a grudge against someone just cause they're a stupid fucking asshole, right? Mmmm, maybe not. I don't even know anymore.

[thisistheroadtoruin]

i was watching an old video i took on my phone in like 8th grade

it just so happened to contain a certain douchebag whom i despise with all my might

and i paused it while he was up on the screen with his mouth open and bent over and i swear to gosh it looks like he's about to ~s a d and i don't remember the last time i laughed so hard at something that's only funny to me

[thisistheroadtoruin]

oh my god i actually hate you whyyyy we aren't even facebook friends but OH YOU SHOW UP OUT OF NOWHERE IMAGINE THAT SHIT

I was ranting to kayla about you today and your stupid shit and ughh fuck you i hate how i'm holding this damn grudge like a stupid child

and your stupid face comes into my stupid head and UGH

i feel like such a little kid because all i can think is STUPID

this is such SHIT

[thisistheroadtoruin]

someone tell me to stop I'm doing some facebook stalking that I honestly shouldn't be doing and I'm going to lose my mind so just mAKE IT STOP

idk I just need to STOP doing this how can one move on from stupid emo shit when they sit there and take it upon themselves to LOOK THE DICK UP ON FACEBOOK

nahh I'm friends with his girlfriend SOMEONE TELL ME WHY PLEASE IDK

But he's bitch ass deleted me sometime last year. Why? BECAUSE HE'S A DUMBFUCK and he probably got tired of all my indirect-direct "hey fuck you ____ you amazingly fucking dicky-dick" statuses because that's how i vent my feelings oN THE INTERNET LOOK AT ME NOW

and what pisses me off more than anything is the fact that seeing pictures of he and his girlfriend stirs up some fucking ridiculous feelings inside me and for some reason I can't let that go EVEN THOUGH I WANT TO

I am so DONE with these dumb fucking feelings! Nothing in my life and I mean fucking NOTHING has ANYTHING to do with that fucktard bitch ass fucking assholeface DICK anymore than my life has to do with fucking kangaroos or something shit idk

letting someone affect you THIS FUCKING MUCH after more than a year of never speaking is UN-FUCKING-HEALTHY but that doesn't change anything does it nope not with me because I'm fucking RIDICULOUS

It's like for some unknown to me reason God took a rope and tied my heart to Assholeface's and only I know that ITS STILL FUCKING THERE that dickwad is totally unaware and even though I think about him daily multiple times a fucking day i barely TALK about him so my friends aren't totally aware you know

I mean Kayla and Kamari know but we don't continually talk about it I think that Rae knows but she NEVER brings it up like the good best friend she is... hell even Taylor knows but he is smart enough to realize it's deeper than I let on... I dunno like just because they know doesn't mean they get it and I don't mean that offensively I am simply stating a fact.

I mean I seriously DO think about him everyday which is pitiful and shameful but whatever I'm used to it now. What I'm getting at is that some days I can think about GOOD memories and even smile even if it's vengefully or wryly or even a smirk I SMILE but then there are the rare occasions where I LOSE MY SHIT when he comes into my head and I just.... I DON'T KNOW I JUST LOSE IT

I hate to fucking cry I really do but HOW MANY FUCKING TIMES HAVE I CRIED FOR HIM?!

Ugh I fucking hate him. I really fucking do. And I'm not sad, not crying, no. I AM PISSED

I am irreversably PISSED right now because it just NEVER ENDS

there ARE certain times when it goes into the recesses of my mind and can just hole up there for awhile. Like when I'm with my best friends doing something fun, or when I'm with Kamari. You know, positive feelings take over so the negative are ignored... but that doesn't mean that the moment I'm alone again they don't come back.

I really wish he knew what the fuck he's done to me but then again what difference would it make? He doesn't get two fucks he barely did when we were friends he's never cared how I felt

No matter if he asked or seemed concerned or not

I fucking hate you, Assholeface. I hope you realize that. Obviously you can live with it

Okay emo hour over now~

[kaseycarroll]

jk this is the stupidest thing i've ever heard in my life

a woman says (about an article on stopping homophobia)

"Well, I tried to read but the link won't let me go there, but anywaY..Im sure it would NOT change my views. I get SICK of ppl trying to use God to support this bull and act like Christians are hypocrites. God did not make anyone homosexual, NOT ONE. He would not create something that he himself calls an abomination! I don't hate LOL bcuz they are gay... I have a couple of friends who are, and the honest one admits its a choice and recognizes it is a sin!! Bcuz they Di know God and know they need to change if they want to live right. Saying God created u that way is like saying he told the child molesters to be perverts and murderers murder and rapist rape!! Get mad at my statement if u want the TRUTH HURTS!! When I sin it is my flesh, not my soul that CHOOSES to do so. Gay is a choice just like cheating on ur spouse or being a Ho, or a drunk or drug addict...I have sinned plenty but had to get forgiveness.. and so will homosexuals!"