#assvenge-it

[smalldestiel]

ಠ_ಠ , (☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞ & ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ :D

ಠ_ಠ: what is your biggest pet peeve?

PEOPLE WHO CHEW WITH THEIR MOUTHS OPEN LIKE EW NO or slurp their drink asjdfslk;

(☞ﾟ∀ﾟ)☞: would you rather be hugged by a bunny or kissed by a doe?kissED BY A DOE OH MY GOD

¯\_(ツ)_/¯: do you have any tumblr friends? if so, who are they?

oh my goodness ahh i have far too many to list out, so i'll just name my best, best, best tumblr friends and that would be vi, ashna, rachel and rex c:

[aavengrs]

holyloki, bumbledean, assvenge-it c:

holyloki - gorgeous blog, just followed!

bumbledean - cute url and i love the sidebar image

assvenge-it - amazing blog, one of the first blogs i ever followed ily

send me a url

[smalldestiel]

Rachel :)

R. FAVOURITE SONG AT THE MOMENT.

i think it'd have to be royals by lorde, that song is beautiful!!

A. WHY MY LAST RELATIONSHIP ENDED.

what is a relationship?????

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

um well i really like colin morgan and tom hiddleston because they are perfect people ok

H. DO I SMOKE/DRINK?

nope

E. MY BEST FRIEND.

lulu <3 (though she is hiatus right now sob)

L. ONE OF MY INSECURITIES.

my weight jaklfjds it's not okay

[smalldestiel]

oh oh i was thinking of sending all my close friend a card,

if you'd like one, just send me your address?

i will have them ready and sent out asap!!

[smalldestiel]

☺!

[smalldestiel]

i’m such a mess right now,

i’ve been crying for the last thirty minutes

i told her, i told her i had to move on and that i couldn’t keep hoping she’d just suddenly remember because the waiting was killing me

every time i tall to her it makes me feel worse bevause i keep realizing how much she’s changed and i’m so tired of feeling this way

and i’m shaking so bad because i wish i didn’t have to

i wanted to do so much with her, share an apartment, raise a dog, go walking in the woods

and i can’t stop crying because i’ve lost her and she was the most important thing to me

she was the best friend i ever had and since she’s been gone i’ve felt more alone than ever before

i know she’ll do good, she’s so different but in a better way,

but i don’t know how i’ll be, i hope i’ll be okay one day

i hope i will find someone, anyone, who will make me as happy

otherwise i don’t know what’ll happen to me.

and i still don’t want to move on, i don’t want to say goodbye

i can’t do this on my own, so i’m asking you all if you could be there for me- especially those who i tagged- because i don’t know if i can make it without you guys (i only have you and my family now)

 and i’ll probably be a mess for a while, i already have been,

i’m so close to falling apart right now

i can’t bear thinking about how amazing our lives could have been or that i didn’t even have the chance of meeting her

i only wanted that one, first hug when i would pick her up at an airport somewhere to start our lives together

but i didn’t get that, and i won’t.

[smalldestiel]

does anyone want to chat on google? c:

[pauldune]

happy birthday sweetie! <3

aw thank you very much Rachel!!<33