#asteria.junk

[aviaphexn]

i can’t stop thinking how the dsmp was all about “despite this” (in spite of..) it’s all about

watching you maime yourself into an indistinguishable wisp of your own heart, but still, despite this, i love you.

in spite of all of this hurt and distance and unbearable closeness, i can’t imagine a world without you in it.

despite countless examples of feigned closures, and frayed years, i do all this because i love you. it may be from spite. it may be because i am your l’manberg and you are my brother. and that’s all we’ll ever be despite everything. in spite of everything.

please don’t go

[aviaphexn]

hadestown c!crimeboys au where tommy seeks to find wilbur in utah with no map no compass no nothing only the clothes on his back and the promise of being close to the warmth of a “constant” again. on the way there he is plagued by his own visions of wil in the past, henceforth doubt comes in, etc. and he’s searching for his heart to smoulder and for the rot and rest and feeling and yet the smoke that turned sweeter with unfeeling.

he keeps on walking and doesnt look back through the sea and on land of duststorms and biting winds and he travels through a million other lifetimes of love and hate and glamour and despair, and with the hope of his brother. he ends up not making more than two metres away from l’manberg at all. tommy looks back

[aviaphexn]

wilbur! your internal distrust and external favouritism of a commonly perceived immature “child” over your teenage son is going to get you! no! not the avoidance of confrontation of your own issues with fundy’s developing character as a person, and ignoring your own neglective nature leaving you wondering why these Situations Happen !!! you’re too sexy ahaha …

[aviaphexn]

pause. everyone repeat after me: i miss stagedorks. ok ok uh. uhm. post about them now? please?

[aviaphexn]

BACK ON THE PJO BRAINROT 🔥🔥🔥

[aviaphexn]

and sometimes, it really revolves to the fact that suddenly hades is only a man. with the taste of nectar upon his lips

[aviaphexn]

thinking about “fundy was the closest thing i cared about in lmanberg when it all began… fundy he was my boy! my rock! and when i heard him say he had no care for me, i believed that… i have no problem with that…” forever and ever and ever

[aviaphexn]

i rewatched some lmanberg streams and my hands started fucking shaking my god. cfundy my boy , he was always so everything & everwhere form thebstart hgmydo