Since then I've only been increasingly confused about gender and why it's a thing, increasingly obsessed with waist coats, the idea of shaving my head, and increasingly pleased by people being confused about my gender (dressing intentionally androgynous, wearing a Deadpool hoodie zipped all the way up with those mask-hoods). A few months ago, I decided I was nonbinary (maybe agender? Idk, I don't care what pronoun people use for me, but I look hot in a dress, but I love my hairy legs and look hot in a tie...)
Recently I've also decided that I'm demi-aromantic. I would be aro, but I like the idea of having an SO and there is that one girl who I would marry in a heartbeat, p sure I'm in love with her. Now, I'm sure I should have identified as demi-aro sooner because I LOVE the idea of a group of pals raising a kid together platonically. It takes a village to raise a kid literally.