#atlask

[hiratlas0-official]

You don’t know me but I know your gf (and bf sort of). it was a relief to know she was leaving MN but really creepy when we learned she was moving in with someone so young. she has always had deep control issues and i was really scared for you (i didn’t know your identity until recently and prodded around until i found some way to write to you here)… i’m sorry this happened to you and i hope you are safe wherever you are. all i can say is DO NOT GO BACK TO THEM. if they know any of your passwords (or if you kept any saved on a shared device) CHANGE THEM NOW! the abuse you documented is no joke and can really escalate when they feel like they lost control of a situation and you leaving may trigger that. you’re physically removed which is good!! don’t forget to remove yourself from their influence virtually too… please know that your well being is cared about, even anonymously!!!

Hi anon. I have a feeling I know who you are, as I've heard a lot from both my ex's history. Honestly, it's taken me quite a bit to feel comfortable talking about all this. So let me set some things straight.

1) I appreciate the support. I do. Knowing people still care means a lot.

2) don't talk badly about my exes. They have a lot they know about me and vice versa that without context makes us both look bad. I'm sure that because I just got out of the situation, I'm still seeing things through a rose colored tint, and as the years go by, I may become more open about the abuse I went through, but as of now, I am trying to believe the best in them, and in myself. Please don't spread hate to them or about them. The last thing I need is them dragging more attention to it.

3) if you know them personally, then whatever you do, do NOT update them on my situation. I will repeat.

If you know my exes personally, do not update them on my situation.

that means no streams, no moves, no purchases, anything. I'm trying to cut as clean and start over as best as I can, and I want to come out of his with as few scrapes from the broken pieces of my life as possible. That includes keeping myself from them.

[hiratlas0-official]

You are honestly the best streamer I have ever known, you are genuine and entertaining but know when to be serious, you are kind to those who are genuine and only as rude to others as they are to you, you are truly the best. -M-M-M-

Daww, this is so sweet thanks so much!!! Sending love back <3

[hiratlas0-official]

What made you want to start streaming?

theres 2 parts to what made me want to start streaming, honestly.

happiness and money.

As someone who was raised by youtube and chat rooms more than my own parents, i knew that i wanted to make people happy like the people i saw on stream. I wanted to take the darkness i see in the world and give it a place to be discussed in a healthy way without being seen as "grotesque" or "improper". I originally made my account homestuck based, but as i grew, i realised the persona and branding i had created made me uncomfortable. Both to make and to share. After rebranding, i feel much better about it.

The money part of it is more complicated.

Im disabled. I talk about this alot. I used to be able to work a job, but because of exploitation, im no longer able to do so without getting sick. On top of that, i make content as a full time indevor. That being said, it makes it so much harder to do so if i dont have a job. I dont want to make enough money to buy a mansion every week. I already have a plan to donate any money i dont need once im big enough. Basically, i want to have enough to cover my house and bills. I just want to love comfortably, thats all. In order to live comfortably, i need money.

so, yea. Making people happy and to be able to make enough money to support myself and be healthy. I think those are reasonable goals.

[thirdtothrone]

it's been 1 week since our first touch; our first glance - our first hug ; i love you beyond the limit points .. i am enjoying this life as your mum . 😋😍💙 #Atlask #AtlasKobeWheeler