#cc!atlas

[hiratlas0-official]

i love it when creators follow me.

Like... Theres a differance in the *weight* behind a follow of someone with a following, in my mind. normal people will see my content and go “haha, funni purble bug! follow!” and i love them for it. It makes my day when i make people happy in such a way. 

Then theres the weight of someone with 1k... 5k... 10k... It doesnt feel like someone looking at my content and pressing the button to see more of it, it feels like “i see your work. I see the love and pasion you are putting into this, and i remember when i was like that.” Doubbly so when they actually watch and enjoy my content and dont just follow to follow. 

The best way i can summarise it is that there was a friend i had in middleschool. I knew i didnt love movies in the same way as him because he watched till the end of the credits. He e-mailed the effects designers and animators in blockbuster films to learn how they did it. 

being followed by someone who also creates is like getting a hug from a veteran buddy. We both have seen the hardship and pain. We both get it.

[hiratlas0-official]

You don’t know me but I know your gf (and bf sort of). it was a relief to know she was leaving MN but really creepy when we learned she was moving in with someone so young. she has always had deep control issues and i was really scared for you (i didn’t know your identity until recently and prodded around until i found some way to write to you here)… i’m sorry this happened to you and i hope you are safe wherever you are. all i can say is DO NOT GO BACK TO THEM. if they know any of your passwords (or if you kept any saved on a shared device) CHANGE THEM NOW! the abuse you documented is no joke and can really escalate when they feel like they lost control of a situation and you leaving may trigger that. you’re physically removed which is good!! don’t forget to remove yourself from their influence virtually too… please know that your well being is cared about, even anonymously!!!

Hi anon. I have a feeling I know who you are, as I've heard a lot from both my ex's history. Honestly, it's taken me quite a bit to feel comfortable talking about all this. So let me set some things straight.

1) I appreciate the support. I do. Knowing people still care means a lot.

2) don't talk badly about my exes. They have a lot they know about me and vice versa that without context makes us both look bad. I'm sure that because I just got out of the situation, I'm still seeing things through a rose colored tint, and as the years go by, I may become more open about the abuse I went through, but as of now, I am trying to believe the best in them, and in myself. Please don't spread hate to them or about them. The last thing I need is them dragging more attention to it.

3) if you know them personally, then whatever you do, do NOT update them on my situation. I will repeat.

If you know my exes personally, do not update them on my situation.

that means no streams, no moves, no purchases, anything. I'm trying to cut as clean and start over as best as I can, and I want to come out of his with as few scrapes from the broken pieces of my life as possible. That includes keeping myself from them.

[hiratlas0-official]

You are honestly the best streamer I have ever known, you are genuine and entertaining but know when to be serious, you are kind to those who are genuine and only as rude to others as they are to you, you are truly the best. -M-M-M-

Daww, this is so sweet thanks so much!!! Sending love back <3

[hiratlas0-official]

💛

I think my best skill is my empathy. Being autistic, its really hard for me to practice empathy in a recognisable way, so knowing how to do so is something im really proud of and is a skill for me!

[hiratlas0-official]

I made a sketch for the next build i plan to do. I’m excited for it.

[hiratlas0-official]

im activly editing a video and came to a realisation aboout The gears in crossed roads. the thing is, the solution is obvious to people who have used create and such steampunk mods. Im just not smart. Anywat, im going to hop into my creative superflat world to test my theory