me @ my brain: please focus...please...i’m begging you

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me @ my brain: please focus...please...i’m begging you
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Matthew was home alone. Nothing new considering his mother was often out and about with her squad of ladies who lunch. It was a welcome absence, actually. Obviously Matthew loved his mom more than anything, but when she wasn’t at home, he had no qualms about playing music and sprawling out on the living room floor to study instead of confining himself to just his desk in his bedroom.
Movie soundtracks rumbled on his laptop as he lay, stomach down, on the faux fur rug by the couch, a large textbook open in front of him as he worked his way through the history of verbal morphology. He hadn’t been at it for very long when his apartment buzzer went off, and Matthew was forced to clamber to his feet. He traipsed towards the fancy schmancy video system that allowed him to see who was bugging him (and whether or not whomever it may be had brought him food), but upon realizing it was just Leon (and he probably hadn’t brought food), he buzzed him up with only so much as a “yo!” and a press of the lock switch that would let his friend in. He wondered if he had missed a text telling him that he was coming over? Or a Facebook message or something? It wasn’t like anyone to drop by unannounced.
Instead of returning to his notes immediately, he very quickly strode to the kitchen to put the kettle on, and then jogged back to the living room to neaten up his study mess.
I WANT TO WATCH MY FAVORITE SHOWS NEW SEASONS BUT MY BRAIN DOESN'T HAVE THE ATTENTION SPAN TO SIT IT WATCH IT ON MY OWN
I HAVE ALL THE TIME IN THE WORLD BUT I KEEP STARTING NEW SHOWS WHY
ALL I CAN DO IS READ AND SEARCH ON YOUTUBE AND BE PICKY ABOUT THE PERFECT SOUND TO ENTERTAIN MY EYES BECAUSE I CAN'T BE SATISFIED WITH A STUPID REDDIT VIDEO AAAAAAAA
(aka)
I keep surfing YouTube because atm I can't watch my favorite shows due to how I get bored quickly with an episode or two-
ADHD go brrrrrrrrrrRrRRRrrrrrrRRRrrrrrRrrrrrrr
am I wrong?
I literally cannot focus on anything rn wtf
“Oh, I’m leaving, all right, Percy. I brought you down here to say good-bye.”
Well, I just went from Tumblr pickup lines to Kaylee from Firefly in what seems like 3.5 seconds. Truly an amazing example of my average attention span
°˖✧*googles crochet skirt patterns I can only hope to attempt at this juncture in life*✧˖°
me: thinks about doing homework
me: lol did i really just have that thought why do i even pretend to try