thine name is atticus and i am scared.
i finished operation starfall. i. don't like this.
i sure do kin atticus! that sure is me! but ! i don't quite like that the way i had to find mine identity was me screaming at the television set and frantically typing in my speaking style about how much i despised penny.
...i mean... little ill will towards her canon self. but that is not my boss. and to see myself treating her like my family, like someone i knew-- it was wretched. it felt disgusting. my boss was someone else. i am not her treasure. she is a stranger to me.
i miss the others. seeing her call them such loving nicknames as though we were one and the same was a wretched experience. i felt ill. i miss giacomo and mela and eri and ortega especially-- i miss them all and i want to be with them and without penny. because i did not know her . i don't.
i don't feel well. mmng .
sorry.
- atticus (pokemon scarlet/violet) #💐🐌🐝
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