An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/?
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Park Jimin (BTS)/Reader
Summary:
before jimin was in the process of being ordained he was your best friend and u have no intention of letting him forget that
I … is anal a sin, father?”
there’s no way I would hold back my love for this masterpiece that starts light-hearted, funny, pervy, chaotic, and all over the place then quickly escalates to reducing us readers into a puddle of overflowing emotions, I was crying because I have been laughing from the start and then laughing crying turned to ugly crying and idk anymore like why? I was laughing moments ago and now i’m feeling emotions and things and the tears suddenly felt hot and heavy *i’m a mess*
[SPOILERS AHEAD]
“Bless me, Father for I have sinned.”
this was wild, the husky voice that flowed freely out of MC’s mouth got me wheezing (girl are you undercover or something?), this is supreme crack, the way Jimin scolded her for having a laundry list of sins which she answered with the fact that her therapist blocked her on facebook ghadsjfgahsd which proves how talkative she is ~ probably chewing off her therapist’s ear and burning her fingertips because she needs to reply to all of her ramblings, and then the question that almost made Jimin’s soul left his body finally left her mouth “... is anal a sin, father?” I snorted so hard my nose feels like it’s on fire, srsly? who would ask a priest in such pristine and holy environment whether or not anal sex is a sin? also, I love how she shamelessly inquired about the fine print on anal, wow a woman without filter, I like her, I’ll offer my heart to her.
“You’re right. Where was I? Stopped going to church, did it in the butt—oh right! I want to kill I haven’t. But I want to kill my ex. He’s a really shitty guy—“ if this isn’t my life summarized, I once dated a guy who convinced me to stop going to church (I grew up in a catholic household so church was a big deal ~ he was catholic too and had served the altar during his youth, up to this day idk why he steered me away from the lord ~) and I agreed, then the butt thing let’s not discuss this because some things are better left unsaid ~ and on killing, yeah I thought I wanted to do that to my ex because he was shitty like super shitty but I don’t have the heart to do that.
“Okay! Okay! I’m sorry! I just have one more thing to confess and that’s it, then I’ll leave,” “I showed a priest my tits.”
this is where I lost it, Park Jimin, a tits guy who’s about to be ordained have been tempted by a girl with a penis of him in her precious locket, that is summarization at its finest, but crack aside the bond they have is something I want in life, no filter needed, they’re not ashamed of saying what they want to say, or doing what they want to do, they were perfect together like that, and then MC finally broke the news why she was there, why she drove for hours just to see him, I was saddened by the news until she started talking about how shitty her dad was, and then the conversation started shifting to one where an immersive reader will drown in emotions, MC had always been in love with Jimin, even if he wouldn’t reciprocate her feelings she stayed friends with him, she was the most relatable best friend who’s in love with the idiot or should I say emotionally constipated and in denial bff, I would be possessive too if i’m in love with my friend/bff! but will ultimately support their happiness (lol because I would be crying, why not me T_T), anyways, her straightforward and funny way of delivering her confession made my heart hurt Park Jimin was the source of her happiness and sorrows, he was everything she could ask for but could never have, he’s always near yet so far, he was perfect for her but he thought it was better to hurt her sooner than later, they were the type to crash and burn and if they burn and turn to ashes Jimin wouldn’t be able to take it, he loved her, he loves her.
“I was always frustrated because you ruined me. You made me think every man was like you but there’s only one Park Jimin. I would know, because … I spent a really long time looking for him.”
there’s only one Park Jimin, there’s only one home, the part where MC begged hurt ofc but she’s a big girl and even if it felt like somebody stabbed her heart she took it like a champ, Jimin wanted this, to be a Priest, besides his mother would be willing to help MC with her dad’s funeral, so he didn’t let her presence and his longing for her sway him and just like that when she finally left and never looked back he knew what to do, what he wanted to do and I respect his no break six hour drive, a lit joint, and a prayer for mercy... Jimin and MC will finally be together again and i’m pretty sure there’ll be a bit or maybe loads of crack once they see each other again (as if they haven’t seen each other for a millenia) but we’ll also be drowning in emotions so idk rip to my heart *lowkey wishes I have her locket so whenever i’m sad I could just peek and smile* | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Park Jimin/Reader, Park Jimin/Original Female Character(s)
Characters: Park Jimin (BTS), Reader, You
Additional Tags: Blasphemy, Eventual Smut, Priest Kink, Priests, Smut
Summary:
There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desirable. -Mark Twain
Matthew 26:41 | “Watch and pray so that you will not fall into temptation. The spirit is willing, but the flesh is weak.”
I think I have developed a priest kink for Park Jimin at this point, I've read one before and it is also sinfully good, I gotta say the summary “There is a charm about the forbidden that makes it unspeakably desireable” - Mark Twain is accurate af, if you fail to sin yourself while reading then there must be something wrong or maybe nothing is wrong because to each their own, anyway, if this isn’t your cup of tea I suggest you skip this one but if you’re open then go ahead and bask into this well-written story that proves the flesh is weak.
[SPOILERS AHEAD]
now this is mostly in Jimin’s perspective as a priest on how hard he fought not to give in to the desires of his weak flesh, from the moment he laid eyes on her he was already lured into Satan’s trap, she may look like an angel but she reeks of temptation, luring the poor priest into allowing unholy thoughts brew in his mind. this focuses on about 3/4 of Jimin’s struggle and fight against his carnal desires, it doesn’t help at all that she’s so innocent and always kind towards him which makes him weak because part of him aches to dominate her, he shouldn’t think of dirty thoughts but he’s only human, a mortal capable of committing sins even if he already committed himself into serving and giving his life to God. this might feel a little dragging to some but we got to remember their roles in the catholic community and the holy house they live in, fast forward to a few events to the beach where his lust grew tenfold, the confession that made him want to know more about her own secrets, her clandestine dreams she carefully shared as guilt was equally eating her away.
all prayers are heard, right? but what if one night the Lord decided to test you and let you use your own will to do what is right but ended up doing what feels right? Jimin, his words, his pleas, his prayers falling from his lips were useless he was like a madman going crazy because his thoughts were wrong, she should’ve been nothing but his child, a child he should be protecting and nurturing with God’s words and love, but instead Satan won and placed them inside the Chapel to mock the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Jimin turned into a man possessed with want begging for the truth, begging for him to be the one and when she ultimately gave in to confessing to the Father of her unholy dreams and lust just like that Jimin gave in to the pleas of their flesh, he drank every part of her (not spoiling all the smutty goodness *wink*wink*), the sacrilegious and sinful smut here is something you should read with feels and use your head to imagine the perfect altar fucking scenario, what they did was wrong on all levels but it hurt to see them fall for each other even if most of what provoked them was their lust, they are clearly whipped and would want a normal life, maybe have her as his wife and have kids of their own but not in this one, for she was a temptress and he made a vow to serve God all his life, maybe this was just a taste of what could’ve been although we don’t know what happens after the betrayal he’s done to the Lord, he may keep going and keep on sinning or repent for his sins all his life. | 🍒🍒🍒🍒🍒
