#aubs rants

[miss-cvtter]

I was chilling in lunch today, waiting for my friend to give me her cart for the period. She told me that she was gonna let some dude take a couple hits then give it to me (which I had no problem with). She then tells the dude, who's a table in front of me, "when you're done with the cart give it to Aubrey"......WHEN I TELL YOU EVERYONE AT THAT DAMN TABLE WHIPPED THEIR HEAD AROUND SO GODDAMN FAST. They were all the popular kids so now I'm hella fucking embarrassed. I'm the last person they would expect to smoke to. When I got that cart you best believe I was taking the fattest rips of that shit.

[miss-cvtter]

It physically pains me that I'm not any of my fav perps type, Jeff is gay, Eric wouldn't want to date a fat bitch like me and I would also be too fat and ugly for Dylan.

Like Eric would never love me. He would think I'm fat and ugly. Dylan would think I'm morbidly obese. Jeff would think that I'm fucking crazy. They would never love me. I'm so fucking fat and ugly.

If Eric was around today to see all his fan girls he'd laugh in my face and date some anorexic hoe. If Dylan was around I would be the last one he'd pick based off looks, I really wish I could've done nbk with him. Me and Dylan are perfect for each other but I'm just too fucking ugly. Jeff would think I'm fucking ugly and insane if he was around today. I'm trying to lose weight. I haven't eaten in forever and I'm exercising. Whenever I eat I make myself throw up. I've been doing this for months but it's not working. I'm so ugly. I hate myself.

[miss-cvtter]

I remember when some of my ex friends were trying to get me to off myself (it's a long story) they told the principal about how I was in the 🍵🌊🌊. They dead ass thought that would get me to off myself and get into trouble with the school. Mind you I made NO threats towards my school or any other school. They also have harassed me non stop and made up a bunch of rumors thinking that would get me to off myself instead. They have dead ass told me that their end goal is to get me to off myself. LIKE ARE WE DEAD ASS?!?!?! If you want me dead so bad why don't you do it yourself you fucking pussies! I'm not doing your work for you and even if I did (which im not) I'd find a way to blame them for it in my note or whatever. You know what I did to get all this shit? I broke up with one of our guy friends and now everyone is taking his side. I broke up with him because he was insanely toxic and promoting my s/h. Like holy fuck they all need to get lives outside of harassing me.

[miss-cvtter]

Dude my parents decided to make steak for dinner knowing damn well it's my favorite and that I can't eat it because I got my wisdom teeth removed FAHHHHHHHHHHHH

[miss-cvtter]

Dude I really need to smoke holy fuck this withdrawal bouta be HELLLLLLLLL

[miss-cvtter]

Im getting my wisdom teeth removed tomorrow and I just realized that I can't smoke for a while after the operation FUCKKKKKKK IM SO FUCKEDDDDD

[miss-cvtter]

People are STILL doing the "my friend likes you" shit we are in 9 GRADE and about to be SOPHOMORES like grow the fuck up that shit isn't funny anymore.

[miss-cvtter]

When ever Im scrolling through here or reddit in school I feel like such a fucking chud 😭🙏