I wrote a thing. Part of a story I may write at some point about what Tom and Chyler were up to during Reach.
@ionlymadethissoicouldleaveanask based on our AO3 conversation 😁
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General Audrey Lasky dabbed at her eyes and for the third time in the last hour, tried to pull herself together.
Her daughter-in-law was dead, and the work wouldn’t let up enough for Audrey to go to the other side of Ankara and be with her grieving son. Or for him to come to her.
Some things never change. We’re in the same damn city, and I still can’t be there for him.
“You kiss our children with that mouth, Marine?” Audrey’s late husband would have asked her.
Shut up, Jim, Audrey wearily told the voice in her head even as she wished its owner were admonishing her in person.
She fought off tears again. Nobody needed to see General Lasky sobbing at her desk.
Ping…ping…ping
Who wants me now? Audrey hit the “accept” button without caring much about who was on the other end. “This is General Lasky,” she answered tonelessly.
“Audrey?” A staticky female voice asked.
“Yes,” Audrey confirmed.
A sigh from the other end. “Oh, finally. I’ve been trying to reach Tom for the past three days!”
Reach Tom? Audrey stared at the wall. Now she was hearing things. Things that sounded a lot like her daughter-in-law. The same daughter-in-law who had died over Reach.
“Have you heard from him?” The caller continued. “Do you know how to get in touch with him?”
“Who is this?” Audrey demanded.
Chyler was dead. So who was this on the phone?
“Who is it? It’s me. It’s Chyler.” A confused pause. “Is everything all right?”
Audrey nearly laughed. Nothing was all right. Reach was ash, Earth had nearly joined it, humankind was running for the hills, and now she was hallucinating a call from her son’s dead wife.
“You’re dead.” Audrey didn’t see any point in beating around the bush. This was all a dream or something, anyway.
“What?!”
“Your name was on Bleak Midwinter’s casualty list,” Audrey said bluntly. “Saw it with my own two eyes.”
“I wasn’t on…oh.” A gasp. “Oh, I must have still been listed on the crew manifest.”
Audrey sat up straighter. Was it possible? Was this real?
I have been down this road once before.
“I got reassigned at the last second,” Chyler—maybe it really was her—continued. “Glory’s Light. They needed an ops officer and…wait, did Tom not get my message? That I got switched?”
“He must not have,” Audrey murmured.
“Wait, you two thought I was dead?!”
A surge of adrenaline jolted Audrey out of her fugue. “Chyler.”
“Yes.”
“This is really you?” Audrey covered her mouth with one hand.
“Yes. Yes, Audrey, it’s really me.”
Audrey hit the mute button and let herself have a few seconds to cry into her palm. “Chyler. Tom thinks your dead, and I did too until about thirty seconds ago.”
“Oh, no,” Chyler gasped. “Is he OK?”
“No, but I’m about to change that. Can I reach you at this frequency?”
“Yes. It’s my command line on Glory’s Light. I really shouldn’t be using it for this.”
“We’ve all got bigger fish to fry right now.” Audrey made quick note of the numbers. “OK. Stay by your line.”
“I’ll do my best.”
“I’m going to find him.” Audrey pushed herself back from the desk. “We’ll call you.”
“OK.”
Audrey almost ended the call and then thought better of it. “Chyler, I’m…” I’m what? Nothing Audrey could think of seemed to do this justice.
“I know,” Chyler said. “Just find Tom. Please.”
“I will.” Audrey ended the call, locked her computer, and ran. All thoughts of duty were gone.
Now, she had a duty to her son.









