#aughhhhhhh.

[stonesense]

i love you wylllllll

[krownest]

coaxing myself to go on a run.....ur legs are no longer sore from monday's run.....don't you want to renew the pain....and ur arms are sore from ytd so it's leg day today.......

[llallwgan]

Amr was responsible for Loholt’s death. Loholt had been rescued from Dolorous Guard alive, albeit, in a state of malnutrition and profound exhaustion but he was a strong and young and the prognosis was good. Amr knew his brother was a better swordsman than himself, that he would never turn against their father in the upcoming rebellion. It was better to begin eliminating rival claimants before the seeds of dissension were planted. It was better to strike while Loholt was vulnerable, while Amr was still his dearest brother.

Amr dosed his brother with a combination of soporifics, bitterness disguised in one of the restorative draughts the physicians were continuously pouring down the young prince’s throat. He waited until Loholt drifted off, until his brother could not cry out or charm him out of his intentions or fight him with that great strength that was had always characterized him. He smothered him with one of the pillows from his sickbed and Loholt did not thrash. Amr tried to tell himself that it was painless, though it was not a knight’s death, it was a good death, quiet and without fear. He told himself Loholt had not suffered but he barely managed to replace his brother’s pillow and leave his bedchamber before retching and collapsing.

Loholt’s death was not considered suspicious. The physicians attributed it to a mixture of siege sickness, general debility and some fast moving ailment that his body was too weak to withstand. After all, Amr had fallen ill around the same time and he had been slow to recover. Arthur had seen how frail his eldest son was when Lancelot lead him through Camelot’s gates, tied to his horse because he was too weak to ride. Unlike Gwendolyn’s death, Arthur was quick to believe the physician’s verdict, preoccupied with Amr’s convalescence and the plans for Loholt’s funeral and tomb.

It was not until Amr’s assassination attempt against Gawain failed disastrously that he unburdened himself to his father. He could not live with the guilt any longer and he knew he would be put to death for treason regardless. Arthur beheaded Amr, as he had done to countless traitors before him, he did not falter but he did grant Amr his dying wish. Lady Lysanor went to her grave believing her son had died naturally, in his sleep, grateful that he had not lived to see the misfortune that befell his brothers.

[moving-to-dreamwinged]

why do parents feel the need to point out every single one of my physical flaws 🥲🥲 dont worry, i am, in fact, aware of them! hyper aware, one might even say!

[patorucho]

CRUEL. THE FIC I LOVED FONDLY BACK BEFORE IS NOT ON WATTPAD.