octavian is just. not to be insane or anything but i am. he's just. UGH! guy who tore himself apart and rebuilt himself again and again and again and again guy who shattered himself into tens of thousand of fragments not one of which was Truly Him guy has not been Truly Him since he was eighteen years old guy who finds a father and eats him and becomes him guy who can't bear to speak to even his own wife without a script in hand* guy who was placed in the theatre by caesar** when he was still a child and didn't escape until his death*** guy who. who










