Should I?
It's excatly 10:24 pm.
I'm on the computer.
Contemplating.
I went to the hospital this morning, got four shots.
Forgot to drink coffee. Took down too many gulps of Dr.Pepper.
I ate donuts. I don't like donuts that much. But I had two.
And bought an entire pack of 12.
I tried to make some more Malora fmv's. I made one more.
But didn't want to post it yet.
I'm beginning to realize that I have a thing for making sure everything is a positive number.
Every thing must be even unless it's 3,7, and 9.
Strange right?
I want to write. Truthfully I've wanted to write for a while.
Would it sound strange however, If i said that I'm second guessing myself?
I still haven't found a beta reader but that's okay.
Since I haven't written anything in weeks.
I've been distracting myself by doing other things.
Like actually going to the hospital even though I could have months ago.
I want to update the Template. Ideas keep coming to me and I just keep letting them go.
I had a dream about malora but didn't write it down.
The dream was really vivid, seemed like a movie almost.
But I can't depict the specifics anymore.
I'm upset because I didn't write it down.
I'm not sure If I should just go for it or not.
It's now 10:34 pm and I'm still unsure.