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She found herself frowning slightly. Hermione thought she had grown immune to the derogatory term - MUDBLOOD, yet it was evident the girl was quite faltered.

' I hate to admit it hurts a bit. '

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Purrs at the Kanda, staring at intensely.

Raises eyebrow.

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Lily listened quietly to what he had to say, sometimes having trouble keeping up. ”Shhh… Slow down. You’re getting yourself into a fluster, and you’re just making yourself anxious. Take a deep breath. That’s it.”

”The ‘blood traitor’ label is not your fault. You just disagree with thee ideals of your family. That doesn’t make you a coward and it doesn’t really make you a traitor. It makes you brave. It’s no easy thing to go against the wishes of your family, even if it’s only in your thoughts.” She smiled at him, noticing something flicker behind his eyes. Happiness?

”Of course I care about you. How could I not? You’ve proved that you are not what you want others to think you are, that you are a kind person who cares about his family’s dignity, even if he doesn’t support their cause. While that may be contradictory, I still find that admirable.”

At his question, her eyes widened a little, and she blinked a few times. ”O-Oh… Okay… I wouldn’t tell anyone anyway. It wouldn’t be good for you to have rumours circulating that you spoke intimately with a— with a Mudblood.”

Sirius wanted to believe her words, he truly did. Somehow, he thought it was nice to get those things off his chest. But a part of him told him nice didn't mean wise, any he was very much aware of that. And despite all that, he could not bring himself to care about it. His eyes found hers, slightly widened in surprise at what she called herself.

Mudblood.

His guts twisted in disgust at the word. He was ashamed to be a part of a family that thought such word was to be used in a conversation ever. And he hated that it was what he was supposed to call the girl in front of him. The girl who just showed him that despite his family and despite what he acted like, she cared about him. It didn't make any sense. She didn't have to. But she still did and Sirius didn't see any way to thank her for it.

Wanting to tell her to not call herself something so awful, he opened his mouth to speak but no words came out. He closed his mouth again to get his thoughts in line again and when he did, he finally spoke.

"Thank you." He mumbled silently as he slowly got up. "I think I should go back to dorm." He added looking at the Gryffindor again. No, Sirius, this was not what you wanted to say. You screwed it up, moron.

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