#autismrelatable

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It's me after an eternity.

I'm gonna be honest here and say something a bit controversial.

I dislike the idea of associating myself with a "mental illness" i mean, sure I have autism but that doesn't mean I'm ill or something. I just struggle at things where people succeed (like socialising). But that doesn't mean I'm a lesser human. I can do things which other people can't do. Like memorise the square numbers up to 100 (for example, 1,4,9,16....4096.....9025....12,321) or not get offended at things at political things. so I'm not useless, I'm just different and I don't think that's an illness or anything. Then again, ik that there are other people on the spectrum who probably prefer to say they're mentally ill and that's totally fine, it's just that I'd no longer probably affiliate with those people, is all.

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Autism relates #2

Getting sensitive over a scene in a movie but trying to not cry about it.

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Autism relate #1

Do you ever get someone being really nice to you and you just don't know how to respond. It's not like you're being rude, you're just terrible at socialising

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Autism rant

Warning: Vulgar.

You know what pi**es me off?! People interfering with Autism awareness month. For people like me it's supposed to be seen as a Month, where we can come out and enjoy ourselves. Maybe speak about the topic more. But for others, they can't even be respectful about it. They're fu*king selfish. Let people make autistic headcanons for characters or talk about it. Who cares?! Stop ruining sh** for everybody. If it doesn't make any sense to you then leave. Just leave. Fu** off already. For me it's a sensitive topic and me being sensitive about almost everything doesn't make it better. On my Instagram I commented about how 3 characters from a CARTOON could headcanonly be autistic. Like bit** i haven't even started yet, i was going to do 6 characters.And for 2 of those posts, which i haven't turned the comments off for, have gotten about 60-100 comments about how I'm being offensive or how I'm being annoying. I bet these comments are mostly from ignorant NT's. I got like 3 comments from proper autistic people though.

I think what people need to. realise is, that autism is a spectrum. I used to see it as a number line tbh. 1 to 1 million. 1 million would be low functioning and 1 would be high functioning (max). But since I've come out, I've realised that it's actually like a colour gradient.. you could go up or down or sideways. Although others don't understand that. And idk if its because they think I'm NT or if its because of their ignorance. And since a lot of my followers are gay™. I would expect them to understand that they shouldn't just interfere. Like hell, i keep seeing everyone say how Keith from VLD is gay for Lance, truthfully i don't see it. BUT that doesn't mean i Decide to burst someone elses bubble. Or like when it's LGBT pride month & people decide to say a certain character is gay. I mean, that's fine. YOU ARE ALLOWED TO SAY THAT TYPE OF STUFF. IT'S YOU JUST EXPRESSING YOURSELF. I'm sorry you guys had to see me like this. I've just been crying a lot about this and i wanted to get it off my chest.