#autistic permaregression

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Mamãe agreed dat m’buy dis full silicone paci from @lilcomforts1 !~

Was bit pricey b’cause ship overseas but m’sure da great quality wil compensate!~

It first time m’have full silicone paci, mreally hope it’ll be okkies wit’ m’sensory issues; M’heard its teat is regular size 6, just molded bit differently!~

Will also be lots lots easier t’clean, contrary to « classic » pacis dat come wit’ different parts!~

M’think m’will do small review once m’have receivd it!~

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Dis is wat (Bio)Mommy orderd fo m’birthday fo me!!~

Da caterpillar is plushie dat yuu put yuu baba in! Looks lots soft!

(Bio)Mommy also giftd me spooky orange Hello Kitty pajamas pants, dino slippers an’ lots SpongeBob socks!!~

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🦟🕸️🪰🕷️🪳🪲🐜🦗🐛🐞🐝

Crawly frien on Daddy’s home

🦟🕸️🪰🕷️🪳🪲🐜🦗🐛🐞🐝

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Do any1 kno which kind caterpillar dis one is? It was really really small! Half pinky finger size!~

M’nevr saw brown caterpillar but dis one very cute!~

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Doodle m’made of m’self! It’s same pose than Miku in "No Thank You" music vdeo, one of m’fav song of her!~

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(Bio)Mommy allowd me buy dis book wit’ (Maternal)Granny money dat she gave me for Christmas!

Insects an’ weird critters are one of m’SpIn!! M’so so happie! An’ this book is so pretty too!

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M’think dat people fail understandin’ dat even som1 bein highr support need autistic can somtimes be forced « act » wit « less support need »..

((An’ people shuuld also kno dat every person diagnosis story is different, no mean some1 is lying or not..M’kno am no only one bein diagnosd lvl 2 wit’ mental delay but b’cause part family ableist; m’diagnosis cuuld no appear anywhere…Basicly, m’diagnosis is « oral » no « paper », was minor wen happend, now need redo everythin despite debilitating fear goin outside/doctor/psychiatrists))

No b’cause dat person is lyin’, but b’cause family/close circle, no wan’ help dis person and force dem be « more independent », even if lots bad in long run…

M’private life more complicatd/sad than here, M’no talk lots bout it b’cause want dis safe space be peaceful for me an’ online people dat share same things..But kno dat despite me bein’ lvl 2 wit’ mental delay, m’still have to earn money by workin’ b’cause where m’live, family no want help me nor understand m’diagnosis

Am lots greatful bio-Mommy helps an’ understan whenevr sh’can and m’happie have m’fiancee bein m’caretaker

But to any1 feelin’ alone in those situation; yuu no alone and M’believe guud things will happen soon

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M’receivd everythin yesteday night!!~

Now M’gona havto wait until Sunday fo’ (bio)Daddy helpin’ me wit the games an’ settings!

An’ since Mamãe’s birthday dis Sunday, M’gona be able gift her da Yoshi game!!~

Oh! An’ StepMum an’ (Bio)Daddy gona gift her a Baby Pegasus from Hercules movie plushie!~

M’so só happie an’ excited!!~