#autistiel

[homoangel]

hes autistic i love him

[homoangel]

the fact that castiels paradise is the eternal tuesday afternoon of an autistic man is just like sir? sir? do you understand what you are saying? the autism is coming from inside the house

[homoangel]

people always headcanon alien/robot/nonhuman characters (who are confused by the way of humans and behave "strangely") as autistic (which is fine) but its not nearly as satisfying(?) if the way they are is just innate to their "species"

but

the winchesters (+friends) assume that cas is Like That because hes an angel after all hes the first angel they meet must just be an angel thing

and castiel himself thinks the alienation he feels from humans is because they are humans and they are just strange to angels

but

we see how the other angels from the beginning are not like cas at all! the difference (sometimes?) shown between angels and humans (the good humans at least) is that the angels are colder (perhaps although some arent hm) but thats not what sets cas apart from humans (he is particularly gentle (at times) more so than both humans and angels)

what does set cas apart is the autism ⭐️ like obviously theres all the social cues and shit but its more than that its The Autism Essence (cant explain better rn you figure it out)

and the other angels like figure it (the Human ways?) out pretty quickly from being on earth or observing humans but despite cas learning some things and evolving over the years its still not intuitive to him and he continues to be Like That after both hundred thousands of years observing humans and over a decade of hands on close interaction so like hello

and jack also something about him idk

conclusion ? autism?? yeah

[rodentmancy]

autistiel replied to your post: cool error tumblr with this adding blank posts...

i’m surprised this website can function on what i assume to be spaghetti code

tumblr literally every single joke about coding at once 

[rodentmancy]

autistiel replied to your post: “i really should play adventure 1, since i have that one too, and ive...”:

i tried playing 1 and 2 on our pi and it was pushing the limits of the hardware. maybe when we install the heatsinks and oc the thing... i miss raising chaos :(

i know it hurt my old laptop to run it,thats why i forgot i even had it 

[rodentmancy]

autistiel replied to your post: autistiel replied to your post: “heres a question...

that doesn’t make a whole lot of sense imo why are docs like this? (also i feel you, since i’m hormonally intersex)

tbf all the doctors i talked to agreed that its a waste of time, especially after talking about my natural state of hormones.

its the insurance.

because insurance can make those kinds of demands state to state

Thanks New York!!!

[rodentmancy]

autistiel replied to your post: “heres a question ive never seen answered why do i get awful stabbing...”:

i figure it might have to do with hormones messing with shit but idk

i wouldnt be surprised, another fucked up thing my body does because of its shit hormones 

it still amazes me that for any surgery done to my body for gender, they wanna try to force me onto hormones for a year even tho there are people like me who already have plenty of issues with their hormones not being whatever they think cisgender ppl’s hormones are like 

[logicalabsurdity]

autistiel replied to your photo: “and of course the first thing sisbutt did was throw a quick ball at it”:

i like how nearly everyone i've talked to has nicknamed their legendary nebby, nebby army unite!

well duh, what else would you call nebby, not nebby?