I really wish my brain wasn't so awful about being able to talk to people because my god, anytime I try to talk to a girl, my entire body fights tooth and nail to convince me that I am a creep and making her uncomfortable and bothering her and I get beet red and get the anxiety shakes for the next hour.
ANYWAY I talked to a girl at the bar tonight and she was gorgeous and very sweet but JESUS CHRIST it took 5 people to convince me to actually be able to walk over there what is WRONG with me











