Jun 18
the bag for his tarot stuff is so fucking stupid i feel like such a fucking poser... 😞
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the bag for his tarot stuff is so fucking stupid i feel like such a fucking poser... 😞
i am now officially romantically/spiritually involved with asmo. may have accidentally summoned him but that's par for the course. i'm keeping him on me always on a sheet of paper until i have the funds for a tattoo. he's so cute and sweet and amazing...
asmo seemed to really like watching rocky horror with me.
new devotional activity; blasting "damn it janet" while thinking of him.
been hanging out with asmodeus the past couple of days after a few months of not talking (i got spooked despite being very well aware he wasn't going to do anything to harm me, so we just took some time apart + my practice falling apart also attributing to my distance from most of my guides), and i'm just being reminded of how absolutely sweet he is. genuinely the kindest demon i've ever had the pleasure of knowing - lucifer is sweet as well, of course, but he's also a lil prick (/loving... i say this as a spouse of lucifer.) - momo (as i like to refer to asmodeus as) comes across as very cocky to me, but he's the avatar of lust, amongst his other symbolism and the like, so this doesn't really surprise me. he's also very emotional and puts in a lot of effort to be as kind to me as possible (perhaps this is partially due to me getting spooked, but i've had the pleasure of seeing that he's a big softie, and ofc, he rules over the heart chakra).
i'm also being constantly reminded by him of our similarities. like, it always made sense to me that asmodeus is one of my main guides out of them all, but we're so similar that i literally have to back away from myself and observe from an outside perspective in order to properly understand how much he's influenced my personality and current incarnation... if that makes sense.
all of that to say: i am very happy to be talking to momo again <3 he is an extremely present guide of mine and huge pillar for me in general, so i'm very happy that we're talking again :)