#avery anon

[derhutchins333]

I dunno im just

I think that you dont deserve any of this

no i dont think actually, I KNOW that you dont deserve this

you might not realize this but you are so much more then you think and i will always stand by that

are you okay tho? Like physically

ive been kinda worried about that for a while..

- 🌼

Physically? I'm... alright. Bit 'under the weather' as most would say. I've been taking some painkillers, making sure to drink water... eating somewhat normally. Going for walks.

I don't really know how to feel that I was functionally in stasis for... a while. I don't know how to put it, but I genuinely only woke up the other day. And all of that happened on New Years. And my apartment... was the exact same. Nothing out of date or rotting.

I'm starting to consider the King can do more than just alter my messages.

- D3rlord

[typicalmidnight]

I might not be a witch but I could be your girlfriend - an Avery that is going to regret being so forward

do not regret being so forward because i would never have had the confidence to do that so i’m glad that one of us does. i will 100% take up you on that girlfriend offer

[derhutchins333]

should i tie you down again in case he starts acting up?

- @averyposting 🌼

I feel fine right now, or at least... my new 'fine,' but maybe keep an eye on me? And my eyes too, you said they were brighter on the beach when he was in control.

- D3rlord

[derhutchins333]

Derek are u here?? Pls answer

Are you okay?????

- @averyposting 🌼

OH, HELLO AVERY. I HAVE WONDERED WHEN DEREK WOULD CEASE IN HIS ATTEMPTS TO BLOCK ME OUT. HE IS VERY FOCUSED ON PROTECTING YOU STILL, I CAN FEEL IT.

[derhutchins333]

Do not look it up.

I... ok? People seem very split on whether I should know what this is.

- D3rlord

[derhutchins333]

will be using the blog to communicate from now on!!

@averyposting

- 🌼 / @averyposting

Ah, good to know. Thank you Avery.

- D3rlord

[derhutchins333]

also forgot to say in the last ask but sleep well!! You really need it

- 🌼

I slept alright, better than yesterday at least. Longer than I expected, but can't do much to change that really. I have to do some tidying up I think, all that time with that stuff in my head caused a major toll on my apartment.

- D3rlord

[derhutchins333]

dude that thing couldnt even run shaders im genuinely surprised that it could handle a whole cosmic horror

and ill stand by my point that there couldve been something done

I dont know what but

You didnt die so maybe i wouldnt have either

but whats done is done ig

I think i do believe that its

its really you

holy shit

its still a little hard to take in tbh but

dude you dont know how happy i am that youre okay

or that youre alive at least

i swear ill try to figure something out once i process all of this but like

holy shit man dont EVER scare me like that again ok?

Also its uh doing the numbers thing again

i think ill just wait for the smart guys in here to solve it because saying that im not good with puzzles would be an understatement of the year

- 🌼

(mod: I might end up having to make a blog for him at this rate)

The numbers, the joyous numbers. I'm being tormented with maths.

I'm not sure if being an 'unclean' vessel somehow stopped me from being completely wiped or if there was some... otherworldly loophole I tripped through, but I really don't know what would've happened if you stayed.

Ideally it would've alright, we could've worked something out if maybe we just had more time, but the risk of losing the world, losing you, it was... way too big.

At least there was a guarantee that there was some way I could end it with me. I mean he was pleading for me to reverse it so evidently he wasn't happy.

- D3rlord