i gotta get myself a partner who wouldnt be annoyed with me talking about the shit i love. my parents always dismiss it when i do it, or poke fun, and it fuckin blows. yeah, i have freinds who i talk to about this kinda stuff. but because of my parents, i always think im annoying them and end up going quiet after a while. i just need someone who will look at me with adoration while i talk about my ocs or my favorite charachter in a show. someone who will ask questions and tell me ”keep going” when i get self concious. thats what i need













