Oct 15, 2014
JUST FINISHED RUNNING A 5K CAN I GET A HECK YEAH
tomorrow I start training for the 10k
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JUST FINISHED RUNNING A 5K CAN I GET A HECK YEAH
tomorrow I start training for the 10k
I met Ashton Irwin holy shit. I went to wwa. I saw 9/9 baes IRL. And I embarrassed myself completely I am blessed
Lol friends making fun of how single I am. Guys I don't care. I dont careeeeeeeee. They joked: melody we have to set you up on a blind date. Like we are going to show up to the movies and then we are all going to leave and next thing you know you'll be sitting next to a boy! they then went on to describe him: "Oh my god he'll be foreign, and work for Disney, and he'll be a tall lanky white boy with the blonde curly hair with the swoopy bangs and he'll long board and be a modern day hipster." "YEAH! and he'll be really sweet and a gentlemen! Oh and he'll be the type of weird that you like! Like weird in a quirky way not in the creepy way" "yeah and then they'll hold hands and be perfect together 4eva and raise awkward babies" I appreciate what ur doin but its kinda impossible to find that combo. And my top aspirations in life have never included having kids, dating, getting married etc... If I end up doing any of that then great, I guess; but I don't want to feel like I have to. I rather let love find me–serendipitously. If I'm single while everyone else isn't, I'll be okay. If im single all my life, ill be okay. If i never know what its like to feel electric when my lips touch another, I'll live. If a boy never accepts me for who i am i'll accept myself. I love myself and that's what's important.
Today was a good day.
I GOT MY PILLOW FROM MICHELLE MACIAS' STORE AND EVERYTHING IS SO BEAUTIFUL IM TREASURING IT FOREVER AND SHE GAVE ME A EXTRA SURPRISES INSIDE AND I LOVED ALL OF IT
Brittany came home from Wyoming and we hung out after school with canon and we went jogging
which brings me to the fact TODAY I DID 2.5 MILES STRAIGHT!! IM ALMOST AT 3 MILES! (EXCITING)
I FOUND OUT THEY ARE GIVING FREE COFFEE TOMORROW
I didnt have to park in the grass this morning at college
I am trying to figure out when i can go to Disney with friends again v exciting!
I am contemplating working for disney or at least DCP because i had a nice chat with a boy at a coffee shop about the DCP.
OH AND BRITTANY FOUND THE SONG I HAVE BEEN SEARCHING FOR 4 MONTHS NOW
Life is very exciting and I am thrilled to be here :)
there is nothing more awkward than coming inside from a slushy parking lot and having to walk through a designated silent study area with your shoes squeaking with every step you take.
Oh wait- I forgot, there is something more awkward. Trying to walk really slowly so your shoes don't squeak and having the girl you like watching you (she was smiling! YAY!) and then slipping on the slush that fell off your own shoe and hitting hard concrete floor and everyone in the room turning to stare at you.
At least the pretty girl seemed concerned about me. But oh my gosh it was so FUCKING EMBARRASSING!
Michalle, Sam, and I in human hamster balls
Why am I always so awkward around attractive guys? I act like such a dweeb. Apparently I can come off as "spastic" Smooth moves there, kiddo.