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More “trying to get myself up” art
Unfinished Axl! //in actuality AxlLumine if look closely on his eyes!
Back when Turning Red was freshly released, majority love it as much as I do, and another part of majority too hate it (in which you know what they are) and that includes “hOw ImMoRaL aNd inApPrOpRiAtE fOr PoRtRYaiNg cHildRen tO hAvE fanTasiEs/hYpErFiXaTiOn/etc bla bla bla” I thought it was common. Normal even. :0
It just that you parents (including mine) don’t see behind our bedroom doors & we’re good at hiding our forbidden drawings (that is of course until I got discovered SOBS,,, I drew lots of women wearing bikinis doing sexy poses BUT still managed to hide the gays art👍🏻but I eventually getting around once I’m adult🤣). While I’m not fond of celebrities, I have LOTS of friends who are like Mei Mei, self-insert themselves with their fave celebrities! As for me, I’m like Mei Mei too in terms of favourite TV shows/video games/etc. and the characters in it.
Story time:
When I was 14 or 15, that’s when I first discovered BL for the first time ever, and AxlLumine was my first BL ship ever. Not in Megaman, but as in BL generally. I think I told the whole story at Twitter 😂 it was cringe childhood memories but in the same it makes me fondly remembered the first time ever, leads to where I am right now after like several years in embarrassment and denial. I finally embrace it and I get to enjoy Megaman X8 in peace (and also embarrassment of drawing not-safe-for-work since I live in conservatives country where erotic/sex/anything along the line with that is considered taboo. //COUGHyettheyokaywithportrayingr*peasgoodthingandcishetstuffinmultimediaorbookshuhCOUGH// Until I’m in early 20s I really started drawing erotic stuff slowly, and it feel liberating in every aspect, including discovering sexuality both orientation and sexual things since).👍🏻
To cut the story short:
We 14/15 years old don’t know what we actually doing but out of fun, I drew a short pron BL comic of AxlLumine and gave it to my classmate 🤣🤣🤣🤣 Just imagine it with my 14/15 years old badly drawn artstyle. She brought it home and showed her mother the comic😂😂😂 the next day, her mother approves my comic omg! 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 what’s funnier is they kept it 😂😂😂 and then I moved to enter boarding school faraway after final national exam and we have lost contact since. I think they also moved out to another state. Present me now, while it’s a fond memory, I wish they destroy the evidence, hoping her father or my family didn’t find it 🤣🤣🤣 but in the same time, it’s okay 😂
It was a wild ride overall. And I even feel glad that one of my favourite storyboard artist Mewtripled talk about that too publicly! Glad I’m not alone! Here’s her video. //tho I’m unsure why I can’t paste the YouTube link into here, but go search it “mewtripled h*ntai sketchbook” if you’re interested! Her story when she was young were also wild 😆 she even started younger than me (I discovered h*ntai when I was 12).
We’re all Mei Mei overall! I dunno how did I draw AxlLumine when I was 14/15 but it probably look like that 🤣🤣🤣🤣
Here it is my birthday present for myself to cheer up while still in head recovery! 15th February. Not a really good week for having head injury. :"D
Here I did my best though! I was about to draw the 4th drawing but I was exhausted, time to rest my head. So I put dialogues from 3rd drawing.
Now, presently, this 19th March 2022, my head is recovered! Tho gotta take easy on myself. I went to garden nursery last week, I got sudden unusual headache. It's not period headache at all. It's so different and it really hurts. Still gotta monitor myself even tho I'm healthy.
Waiting for my hair to dry before bed while drawing Them.
The temperature is really hot here even at night. HarpAxlumine in my occasional Professor Marston & the Wonder Women AU,
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HarpAxl from the fanfic here: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/6921089/1/Bearable (OH FINALLY CAN PASTE THE LINK)
Bearable, a mega man fanfic | FanFiction