#azazelxjohn

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Meg in 2x14 revealing the truth about azohn's deal: my daddy kissed your daddy on the mouth~~~

[theythemsam]

John about Azazel: amber is the color of your energy, woah, shades of gold display naturally

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Actually John is the reason Dean never came out, but it's not because he was homophobic, it's because John - a huge homo - got drunk after a hunt and confessed to 15 year old Dean that he had never truly loved Mary (because he's homosexual) wrecking Dean's heteronormative childhood dreams and that the reason he dragged his children across the country and abandoned them in motel rooms, effectively ruining their chances at a healthy childhood, was because he was in love with Azazel (he literally spent years chasing after a man :/).

Like imagine that in your formative years. I'd also refuse to awknowledge my homosexuality.

[theythemsam]

Tma spn AU but for desolation!azazel and hunt!john. Azazel enjoys the pain and suffering he causes, and then of course there's the fire, which fits so well. John is obsessed, single minded, in love with the chase, to the point of neglecting everything else in his life.

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Johnazazel serial killer/groupie au where john hears of azazel killing mums of 6 month old sons and goes "i have one of those" and kills mary to get azazels attention 🥰

It doesn't really work so he does more killing and also feeds his son the weird pink formula that gets delivered to his house regularly ☺

The reason he tells dean to watch over sam is that he thinks sam knows what he did bc he remembers laying in the crib as John slaughtered Mary and Sam as a big lawyer dude would bring him to jail 😬

Sam has always known what he did bc he's still psychic, but he's not a homophobe and so would never stand in the way of true love ❤