#azohn

[forever-obessed]

john x azazel, enemies to lovers, slow burn, fuck buddies who hate each, mafia au, forbidden love, soulmate au, a/b/o dynamics, 500K words

[cramenjoyer]

[theythemsam]

Tma spn AU but for desolation!azazel and hunt!john. Azazel enjoys the pain and suffering he causes, and then of course there's the fire, which fits so well. John is obsessed, single minded, in love with the chase, to the point of neglecting everything else in his life.

[cramenjoyer]

canon johnazazel moments because im still thinking about it:

- resurrecting john is when they met and azazel was like "hold on this himbo is... kinda cute?" and john doesn't remember but definitely had dreams about a man with yellow eyes for a while. he thinks they're nightmares because he is gay and homophobic.

- fed baby sam when he cried! good father <3 make their son big and strong. clearly it worked!!!

- killing mary to free john from comp het so they can kiss. love wins.

- azazel starts making trails in 2005 on purpose so he and john can run around like scooby doo characters (homoerotic) and he forces john to go to a pride parade to hunt him down as one of his Subtle Hints that he is gay. it isn't mentioned in canon but we all know it happened.

- sending his daughter to go interact with her step-brothers even though she’d rather be in her room listening to linkin park and mcr. he respects that she enjoys murder but if she could please not be mean to them he’d appreciate it <3

- possessed john (homoerotic) to keep him safe

- it’s too bad the kids walked in on john being tied up :-| it was bound to happen sometime but it was definitely awkward

- to be fair giving dean throw up blood disease was not very nice. but dean was also being very mean and shot one of his step siblings in the head. john stopped him though and they clearly had a discussion about boundaries with disciplining their children <3 so happy to see healthy parenting in this house!!

- john’s first thought when he realizes dean’s dying is to summon azazel and talk to him about it. communication kings!!

- john asks azazel for help with dean and az is on board immediately. the support they have for each other?? yearning hours!

- azazel assuring john that he wants the gun, sure, but he wants john even more? making john his first priority? i could go on about this scene <333333

- they KISS they literally kiss on the LIPS!!!! get it white boy!!!!

- john keeps his word and gives az the gun when he could totally just shoot him then and there. its about the love.

- john climbing out of hell just to hug azazel for the first time in a YEAR.... he missed him ;---; like he literally goes to hug az before even looking at his children. the love that they have >>>>>>

anyway i hope to have a love as deep and profound as john and azazel’s love for each other :-)