#azuka

[deviantarchive]

_aishaplush_ by Azuka

2004

[deviantarchive]

Zafara Day by Azuka

2004

[ainnguyencos]

Azuka cosplay by me

[isabeula04]

The end of evangelion - Fanart

Made with watercolour

[manyegos]

"This isn’t a place for me to live—this is a place I protect."

This quote, paraphrased from the final Evangelion movie, really struck me. Asuka’s clone had a deep impact on me. Now in my late 20s and seriously considering becoming a soldier, I felt profoundly in tune with it. For so long, I’ve lived feeling isolated, alienated, and indifferent to everything and everyone..." "what else am I useful for other than being a soldier, living for others or living under commands as I don't really care about living or my life? "- this is what I felt at the time. I was not depressed, certainly is not a healthy mindset but It was more the way I was or am. I never felt like others, nor I could be like others. I always felt distant.

Part of why I was thinking about enlisting was because the life I had planned didn’t work out. So it was practical. I was searching for purpose, for meaning—or even just a task to be busy as I felt completely lost with my life. I currently still feel like that sometimes.

I reblogged this on September 15, 2023. Honestly, I’m still in some kind of limbo. I’m not as numb or sad anymore—quite the opposite, actually—but I still feel like I’m in a desert. The desert phase of my life.

[luijacome30]

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