#azureflameknight

[the-terror-of-death]

Quitting "The World"...

Haseo, staring blankly at his computer monitor, closed his eyes. His throat hurt...his eyes were red and for some reason he had an unbearable  pain throbbing in his chest. Quickly he placed a hand over his heart, clenching the fabric of his shirt tight. Lately, he hadn't been logging on to the World hardly at all...whether it was work or school he felt as if he couldn't make time for it anymore, but that wasn't the only thing. He, himself, didn't want to log on anymore. He wasn't important anymore, no one really needed him. Or atleast thats how he felt. Everyone else was moving along just fine...making new friends, playing The World to there hearts content, but Haseo was still stuck on the past. "...will I ever get over this...?" he mumbled. "...I've made up my mind..." Slowly Haseo reached for his computer plug and grasped it, his hand was shaking lightly, but after a few moments the Adept jerked the cord out of the wall and his computer screen went black...."I'm...done...everyone should be just fine without me..I meen, Silabus can run Canard, right? and uh...Alkaid, I'm sure she'll fly through the arena ranks...Atoli will manage somehow...Azure Kite hasn't even been on, so whats the point anymore...? Everyone will be...just...fine...." Haseo attempted to reassure himself and yet that horrible feeling was still there. He gripped his hands tight in the darkened room, not even the glow from the computer to illuminate it anymore, it was silent...and slowly...he let a tear slip, and another...and another....

         "Goodbye World....who knows...maybe I'll be back one day?...so keep smiling all you idiots...I promise I'll never forget you...no matter where we are in this life, nothing, will ever be able to separate us....!"

ooc:...I guess this is kinda my goodbye message, more like a hiatus. I'm...leaving for a little while. I need to find myself again. Haseo is just...gone. Hes no where to be found, so until I find him again, I'm leaving. I could be a few days or maybe a few months...I don't really know anymore...I'm in a rut and I need to dig myself out by myself. I'm still stuck in first form Haseo..when I come back, I hope that changes... Now...time for Haseos goodbye messages...!

"Silabus!! Your in charge of Canard while I'm gone! Don't go screwing everything up, got it? I'll miss you...ya goofball."

"Alkaid!...I know we had our fights, and they haven't been completely resolved yet but...I just wanted to say... damn... I'm sorry okay? Theres something I've been meaning to say to you for awhile, but it looks like it'll have to wait..."

"Atoli! Don't get into to much trouble while I'm gone, okay? I don't need you hurt when I get back!!"

"Lastly to everyone else I have met in the World...your all great friends that I've learned to cherish. Maybe not at first but now...well..I couldn't imagine playing The World without you guys."

,Haseo...Yoshimori, Haley,...Me the person behind Haseo.

[synapticnetdive-blog]

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"How did Cid get so high up? I haven't spoken to him for a while."

[synapticnetdive-blog]

>New Game? (@azureflameknight)

Synaptic Net Dive. The way Shelke escaped reality when she needed to, especially today. Usually, she required a heavy, wired setup-- At least, that's what she'd wanted everyone else to think and  could do so on her own. The machinery was able to focus her abilities, make it safer and with a stronger tether to her corporeal form, but since then she'd been able to craft a thin visor with the same purpose.

She'd always known she'd be able to create better computer equipment than what Deepground had supplied, thanks to her intricate knowledge of computer systems. Thankfully, it was a skill she'd kept to herself. Who knew what might have happened if that had continued on as it did? If she had let her abilities be known?

Of course, while her mind was connected, that left her physical form completely vulnerable to any outside attack. And her mind held no access to her earthly weaponry, giving all the more reason why she never stayed in a Dive for too long-- even for recreation, she made absolute certain she wouldn't be in a vulnerable position.

Unfortunately, this day, she had focused a little too hard and stayed  up a little too long, and the Tsviet's body had drifted off to sleep, unbeknownst to her data self. Of course, that data continued to drift, following the pathways until it stumbled upon, of all places, a forest. With a confused expression, Shelke looked  around. "Where am I?"

She hated not having her sabers.