Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff. Mentiones of Sexual abuse & trauma
Words: 1,236
A/N: IM A FREAKING PEOPLE PLEASER SO I’M NOW WRITING SOMETHING ELSE THAT IS IDOL PRODUCER RELATED - SORRY TO THE ZELO PERSONI’LL PUT YOURS ON THE LIST ♥
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3
That night you wake up in a cold sweat – again. The memories of those few weeks haunt you and you don’t know how to shake them off. Yongguks fiancée told you to go look for her if something happens but you don’t think that it’s a good idea to enter their room at this time of the night as they are probably sleeping or doing other . . . more important things.
Your body feels hot – too hot in fact – and you push the covers off in a hurry and make your way to your door. Your naked feet are the only noise you hear in the hallway as you make your way down to Jongups room. On your way there, you suddenly find yourself standing in front of a tall figure; the young man that was with Jongup when they got you out of there – you just can’t remember his name. “Um . . .” You start and he just laughs at your confused face. “It’s Daehyun. Are you on your way to Jongup?” You look up at him in surprise and feel your cheeks and ears heat up. “Yeah.” You admit quietly. You now take time to study his face more thoroughly and notice that he really is beautiful. But in a different way than Jongup is. Daehyuns face is softer, gentler than Jongups sharp features. “In that case I won’t stop you from doing so any longer.” He steps aside and gestures for you to walk past him and towards Jongups room. “Thank you” Your voice is only a whisper and you quickly walk down the hallway, the surprising encounter calmed your running mind down a little bit, since you now feel safe as there are guards walking the corridors of the building. “He said it was peace.” You whisper to yourself as you face the panel and start counting the numbers until you reach the letters – 16,5,1,3,5. The door opens and reveals a dark room. “What do you want Yongguk? It’s 2 in the morning.” You hesitate in the doorway. “I can leave again if you want to.” Your voice is soft and uncertain and as soon as he recognizes it’s you, he jumps out of bed and walks over to you. “I’m sorry, I forgot that I gave the code to you. The only other person that knows of it is Yongguk.” He takes your face in his hands and raises your eyes to meet his. “Why are you here? It’s late at night.” He takes your hand and guides you to his bed where he makes you sit down next to him. He’s wearing only a part of sweatpants and you blush a deep red that even colors your ears in. “I had a nightmare and just. . I didn’t want to be alone.” He smiles at you and keeps your hand in his lap. “What was it about?” You hesitate but start telling him about everything as he holds you in his arms, his naked chest pressed into the side of your body. “He’s dead now. He won’t hurt you anymore. Let’s go to bed” Jongups jaw is tense and his eyes are closed as he takes deep breaths. “I will sleep on the couch. You take the bed.” He stands up and walks over to the couch where he takes one of the blankets and pulls it over him, not saying anything to you. “Good night.” You lay down on his bed and pull the covers over you, his smell engulfing you. “Good night.” You whisper into the darkness but he doesn’t say anything; even his breath is not audible. You toss and turn for a good hour until you are able to fall asleep. This time, however, your dreams are not filled by dark rooms and painful memories but by warm hugs and Jongups soft voice.
Days pass and you get the chance to talk to a therapist who shows you different kinds of techniques to calm yourself down whenever a nightmare hits you. She suggested different things but didn’t want to immediately diagnose you. She suggests you see her often in her office in town, even if you no longer stay at the mansion, since Yongguk will take over all costs for your therapy – a wish of his fiancée. You haven’t seen her in a while when you bump into her in the hallway on the way to get dinner. “I have a question.” You ask as you bite your lip. “What’s wrong?” She has a smile on her face - as always. You have never seen her unhappy and cannot imagine that this person has gone through a similar situation as you did. “I would like to go home.” You admit quietly and she stands still and looks at you with worry. “Do you not like it here?” Her smile turns into a slight frown and you immediately regret bringing it up. “I love it. I just. . I want to go home. I want to sleep in my bed I want to see my friends.” Her brows furrow and you walk up to her. “You won’t be able to meet any of us. Not me, not Himchan, not even Jongup.” You bite your lower lip- this is something you did not think about. “Why?” Your voice is a whisper. “We are dangerous. As long as you are here, we can keep you safe, but if you leave this mansion, it will be hard for us to do so – and being associated with us will make you a target.” She looks at the floor. “This is how I got kidnapped back then. I was mad and stupid and left – Not even 24 hours later they got me.” You swallow. “I just miss everyone. C-Can I meet them and stay here?” Your voice quivers because it is hard to imagine for you to be separated from Jongup. He is with you almost every night and visits you at least once every day. “It will turn them into targets.” She admits and you look at the floor. “I feel selfish for wanting both.” You admit and she hugs you softly. “I know. I wanted both, too, but I decided to let go of my family and friends. I love them a lot and would not want them to get hurt. But I also loved Yongguk a lot. It’s a decision you have to make. I can’t help you with it.” She looks at you with pity and turns to walk to the kitchen. “You want to leave?” It is disappointment that’s lacing his voice and making your heart hurt. “I-” You start. “No. Save your excuses. It’s better for you to leave. Being associated with us is not safe.” He tells you, his voice cold and distant. “Jongup. . . I just miss my life.” He turns away. “I understand.” But you feel like he doesn’t.
The next day you pack your bags and leave. You say goodbye to everyone and they tell that they’ll miss you and that you’re always welcome back, but you doubt that one person wants you back Jongup didn’t show up for bedtime. He left you alone in the darkness, so you decide to leave him. To leave him and heal and hopefully come back another day. Stronger, healthier and better.
Warnings: Barely any. Some smut, talk about dying during Child-birth
Words: 3,016
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.
A/N: It’s time to say good bye ♥ Thank you for being a part of this.
~6 years later~
“Mommy!” You look up to see you two year old son standing next to your bed. He looks like the beautiful man whose hand he is holding. “Babe. It’s time to wake up.” You sit up and look at your beautiful fiance. You still remember the moment he asked you to marry him…
I can’t believe we are here! You look around, the Eiffel tower to your right, your favorite person on the planet to your left. “We are.” He kisses your temple and you look at him in awe. “How did you actually make time to go here with me?” He kept the entire thing a secret for at least two months. “I know we can only stay for three days, but I hope that’s enough for now.” You kiss him carefully. “Of course it is. Let’s go sightseeing!” Yongguk laughs at you excitement and you two start at the Eiffel tower and make your way through the city of love. When you arrive at the Notre Dame, Yongguk points at a small, round thing on the floor. “That’s the Point Zéro. Its full name is Point Zéro des routes de France.” You look at him and smile at his French. “What does it mean?” he smiles at you and brushes your cheek. “It means point zero of the roads of France. Legend says if you stand on the Point Zéro with your lover and kiss, your love will last forever.” You smile at him “well, we don’t need that, but it’s still cute, right.” You pull him over to stand on it and he leans down to kiss you. “Now our love will last forever!” You peck his lips once again and want to take a step back but Yongguk pulls you close again. “I actually want our love to last forever. .” he takes something out of his pocket and goes down on one knee. You gasp for air and people start staring and you, building a crowd. “And that’s why I would like to ask you, Y/N, if you would like to marry me.” You feel tears sting in your eyes and nod “Yes. Oh god yes!” The people around you start clapping and cheering as Yongguk slides the ring onto your finger. It’s beautiful and simple and you love it. He lifts you up and spins you around, kissing you before he sets you down onto the ground. “I love you.”
“What are you thinking about?” You’re eating breakfast with Yongguk and while Melody takes care of your beautiful baby boy. “How you proposed to me.” He smiles his gummy smile. “I was so relieved when you said yes.” He takes your hand over the table “Yeah and I was so fucking terrified when I met your mother!” he laughs “it’s weird to hear you swear. You barely swear anymore since we had him.” You nod in agreement. “Yeah but I was terrified!”
You just left the airplane and return to the mansion. Yongguk steps out of the van first when you arrive and helps you out of the van. “Yongguk!” it’s a female voice. You hear heels running over to the two of you and step aside to see who’s there to find a beautiful middle age woman. It’s obvious that it’s Yongguks mother – Their eyes are the same. Your blood freezes and your body does the same. “Mum.” Yongguk says breathlessly and hugs her carefully. “Why are you here?” His voice is unsure. “I wanted to see you baby!” she looks over at you. “And who are you?” There is clear disgust in her voice. Yongguk steps in front of you and shields you from her. “Mum. You shouldn’t talk to her like that.” He takes your hand and squeezes it. “Yongguk I told you that you should find someone you love.” She says in clear disapproval. “She is that person. Mum that’s your future daughter in law Y/N.” you step to his side and hide your face in the side of his body. “You proposed to her and didn’t even introduce her to me ?” You look up at Yongguk and now although you don’t want to show it, there is clear disappointment in your face. He looks down at you as he feels the change in your emotions and raises your head to look at him. “Babe. You know everything was quite stressful. I wanted to introduce you to each other but with you being kidnapped and everything I. . just forgot I had other priorities.” He kisses you and you calm down a bit, understanding why he forgot. You barely left his side after the incident. You were part of almost every single meeting, even if you just sit by his side, play with his hands and distract him. His mom clears her throat and you look over at her. “I’m Y/N by the way.” Your voice is small and Yongguk smiles at how shy you are. “Y/N? That’s a. . weird name. Yongguk are you sure you want someone like her by your side?”you don’t know why, but you always expected Yongguks mother to love you as well. Just like her son does. Disappointment fills your every cell and small tears fill your eyes. You feel childish, because it’s just his mother and she won’t change anything about the two of you. But you want his mother to like you to make it easy on him. “Mom. I don’t think you’re in the place to say something like that to my future wife. I love her. With everything I have and more. She’s everything I want in my life and if you don`t like her I have to ask you to leave her alone. . ” He pulls you into his side. “Yongguk…” you don’t want him to argue like this with his mother. She just gasped and now looks disapprovingly at her son. “I’ll go inside. . ”you whisper and Yongguk just nods. You almost run inside and hear Yongguk and his mother argue outside. “Y/N what’s wrong?” One of your Bodyguards – Daehyun – looks at your face and immediately knows tht something’s wrong. The boys all love you and you are almost sure that Yongguk told them to stop you from leaving if anything should happen because whenever you are just remotely upset one of them is immediately by you side. “Yongguks mother is outside. And she doesn’t like me. . ” You sigh and look down. “Oh princess.” The others usually call you that because Yongguk teats you like one. If he could he would carry you everywhere.”She will fall in love with you like everyone here did.” His arms wrap around you. “and now don’t worry. Our chef prepared brownies and I think they are still warm.” You smile sadly at him and follow Daehyun to the kitchen where the two of you start eating the soft, warm brownies. “Do you really think she’ll like me?” you ask in-between bites and he just nods. “Y/N there you are!”Yongguks voice is full of relieve when he sees you and his arms wrap tightly around you. “Yongguk. I can’t breathe!” You squeal but he doesn’t loosen his hold. “God I was so scared you’d leave. .” He sounds like a young boy and your heart melts.” I wouldn`t“ You assure him and he let’s go to look at you. He’s slightly out of breath and you can see him running through the mansion, looking for you. “I know. I’m just so scared to lose you. I love you so much.” His voice is low and you hear a chair behind you. “I think that is my signal to leave.” Daehyun takes the left over brownies and leaves the room. “Why were you here with him?” Yongguk isn’t jealous. “Daehyun told me that the chef made brownies and said that they would cheer me up…” You smile shyly because the chocolate really did cheer you up. “I should thank him later. And you don’t need to worry about my mother. She’ll stay for a while and she’ll fall in love with you just like I did.” He rubs his nose against yours and as it turns out, he was right. Just a few days later his mother apologizes to you and says that she couldn’t think of a better person to be with her beautiful boy.
“But you didn’t need to. I told you that she would fall in love with you and she did.” Stands up and presses his lips to yours. “I sometimes miss the two of us alone. Don’t get me wrong. I love our son just as much as I love you. But I miss our nights alone. I miss the sex.” He nips at your lip and you sigh quietly. He lifts you onto the table and you start deepening the kiss when. . “MOMMY!!” He’s crying. Thankfully it’s not the sort of cry that makes you run over to him, taking two steps at a time. Yongguk sighs and steps aside. Little does he know that you have a surprise waiting for him. “I’m on my way Yongnam!” You walk into your son’s room and see him on the floor, the Ironman figure in his hand is missing its head. “Oh baby what happened.” You lift you son up and brush the small, round tears off his chubby cheeks. He just shows you his ironman and keeps crying. “Yongguk? Can you stick its head back on?” You look over at your beautiful fiance. Melody is standing next to you. “He pulled it off accidentally and when I wanted to take it from him to fix it he started crying.” You pat the girls head. “it’s okay darling.” Yongguk walks over and takes the Ironman figure from Yongnams hands. “Look baby. Daddy fixed it.” Yongnam looks at it and smiles his gummy smile, the same exact smile that made you fall in love with Yongguk. He’s so much like your fiance. Yongguk takes him from you and hands him to Melody, kissing your nose. “Do you think we’ll have some time for us?” You both look at your son, who’s busy with his toy. “I need to tell you something.” You tell him and he looks at you questioningly. “Let’s go to our room.” You both walk there and you sit down on the bed. “what’s up babe?” he sits down next to you and kisses your hand. “Do you remember when I told you about Yongnam?”
You’ve been staring at the small stick in your hands for the past 30 minutes. “I can’t believe it.” after not being sure about the past 3 tries, you bought one of those that tell you if you’re pregnant or not. And this one 100% says “pregnant” You and Yongguk both have been talking about children. You both want them and recently decided that you’d stop taking birth controlbut what if he didn’t expect it to happen so soon? Yongguk is currently in a meeting and you told him that you didn`t want to go. That you didn`t feel well. At first you thought that you were just gaining weight. The two of you had been eating a lot recently and you had a weakness for sweets. But that is more than a weight gain. “How am I supposed to tell him?” you whisper “Tell me what?” You turn around. “Yongguk…” He looks at you and at the small stick in your hand. ”Are we?” he looks at you in disbelieve and you just nod slightly. “It seems that way.” In a few long steps he’s in front of you and lifts you into his arms. “I’ll be a Daddy?” you nod at him and he kisses you. “You’re not lying?” You shake your head and he smiles his gummy smile. “Can we keep it a secret. Until the second trimester? I want to be. . sure.” He looks at you again and nods. “We’re having a baby. .” He whispers in awe.. “I’m having a baby and you will bring me all the ice cream I want to have!” He smiles at you and nods. “I will.” He agrees and 1.5 months later you tell the other members that seem to be more excited.
“Of course I remember that. I also remember almost losing you.” Yongguk says and brushes your cheek. You almost died during childbirth but thankfully everything went well and you guys are now a happy family. “Well … What do you think about another child?” Your question sounds innocent and Yongguk smiles softly. “Well. . . I’d love another child. You were so goddamn fucking beautiful when you were pregnant. And when I first felt Yongnam kick; I swear my heart stopped beating for a second..” He kisses the back of your hand. “But we need to get married first. It’s only another month until we get married and then we can talk about it again.” He smiles at you and your heart sinks. He immediately notices that something’s wrong. Although he’s not really sensitive when it comes to other people’s feelings, but with you it’s different. He can sense the smallest change and won’t let it go until you’re happy and relaxed again. “Are you…?” The end of the sentence hangs loosely and you pull your hand out of his and look down. “I’m sorry if you think it’s the wrong timing. I’m also not that far along. I think I forgot to take the pill or something when Yongnam was sick. I was just so stressed.. . ”Tears start pooling in your eyes and Yongguk takes you hand. “There is no bad timing for something like that. Don’t be mad at yourself. I’m excited… I really am. .” He pulls you into his lap and kisses your temple. “I just want you to be able to enjoy our wedding and not be sick.” You look at him, teas on your cheeks. “You don’t seem excited.. ” You explain and he laughs quietly. “I really am. I can’t believe it. I’m going to have another child…” You take a deep breath “I know. You are. And I will have to bring you ice cream. . ”He kisses you and you nod. “Better.”
A month later is the day, after more than 5 years of being engaged the two of you finally get married. “You look beautiful Y/N. . ” Your mother comes in and looks at you; she doesn’t really know Yongguk and you kept her out of everything to keep her safe. She knows who he is and keeps her distance from the two of you. Sometimes she’s disappointed in who you chose. Although she doesn’t tell you, you know that. “Thank you mum.” Yongguk and you get married on a beach. The last two years have been good to the Bang Mafia. There are now over 600 members and most of them are bodyguards today. Only a few selected people other than your family and the inner circle take part in the wedding. You look at your father, who walks in a few seconds after your mother and smile. “let me look at you. God you’re beautiful! What happened to my baby?” You see tears in his eyes and walk over to him “No crying! We Need to walk down the aisle now!” he nods and you kiss your mother on the cheek. You’re wearing a beautiful white dress. You are not yet showing, so you didn’t have any trouble fitting into the dress. You father and you walk over to the beach and wait for the music to start. You’re not wearing shoes and can feel the sand between your toes. “calm down Y/N.” You tell yourself and start walking towards Yongguk. At first, he doesn’t turn around and you almost feel a bit disappointed. But then he does and looks at you in awe, tears in his eyes and a smile on his face. Your father hands you over to Yongguk. “Take care of my baby!”He instructs and Yongguk just nods, taking your hand into his. You look him up and down, enjoying the sight of you man in a suit, something he rarely wears. “You look so beautiful… ” He says in awe and you could swear that he just wants to throw everyone out and fuck you on this beach, right here and now. The priest – an old friend of Yongguks father- starts talking again and you turn to him. When it’s time to say your vows you do so and watch your beautiful baby boy walk down the aisle with your rings. Then, the priest finally allows Yongguk to kiss the bride and he’s more than willing to do so. He was itchy the entire time, looking over at you, shuffling closer to you one baby step at a time and now he kisses you passionately. You can barely breath anymore and when he let’s go of you to lock eyes on you, you feel your knees wobble. “Mrs Bang.” He says those two words so lovingly that you feel tears coming to your eyes. You have been able to control yourself the entire time but now your tears start flowing. “Babe…” His deep voice is soft as he brushes away your tears. „I know i said i wouldn’t cry but … “You hiccup and he starts smiling. “Thank you for becoming my wife.” His words just make you cry even more and since there’s no chance that you’ll start moving by yourself any time soon, he lifts you up bridal style and walks you down the aisle. Your friends and family start cheering and you can even hear some of the security guys cheer.
Later that night everyone is in a huge tent, music is playing and many of the security people are among the guests. They still have their guns with them – just in case. You changed your dress and are now wearing a simple, white A-line dress that perfectly hugs your waist. You step away from the party and walk through the sand. “What are you doing here?” Daehyun is walking up to you. “Nothing. I’m just thinking how it’s your fault I’m married.” You look up at him and he laughs. “Don’t talk like that. You’re glad, be honest. You’re married, you have a son, a loving husband…” the two o you start walking along the beach, the water tickling your feet. “Well. Actually I might have another daughter or son soon…” You say quietly and he stops walking. “You’re pregnant again?!” Excitement is written on your face. Daehyun loves your son almost as much as you. “Yeah. Thirteen weeks.” You blush and run your hand over your still flat stomach. “And you have not told us?!” he grabs your shoulders. “What if it’s a girl!?” Daehyun wanted you to have a girl back then, so he could shower her in gifts. “Does Yongguk know?” He asks and looks at your stomach. “Of course I know. . ” You hear the raspy voice of your husband and look to your right to see him walking towards you. “I told him a month ago.” You explain and Daehyun hugs you and then hits your husband’s shoulder. “Good job! That also explains why you have been so protective of her!” Yongguk nods and wraps his arm around you. “I have been looking for you. I was worried. “he kisses your temple and looks at Daehyun. “Let me leave the two of you alone. .” He walks away, back to the tent. “Are you okay? You should have told the bodyguards. Or at least me.” if anyone else would have said that, it would have sounded like scolding, but Yongguk just sounds worried. “I know. I just needed some air. .” You are now looking out on the ocean and Yongguk stands behind you, head resting on your shoulder, his hands on your stomach. “I can’t wait for you to actually show.” He whispers and you smile. While you were self conscious throughout the pregnancy, Yongguk made it his mission to tell and show you how beautiful you were in his eyes. He enjoyed the fact that you were even hornier that usual and that your breasts were bigger. “You are just looking forward to us not leaving the bed until noon because we’re…Busy.” you say and blush. He turns you around and leans down to your ear “Don’t be shy babe. I’m already looking forward to it.” His hand brushes the curve of your butt, and carefully makes its way up the front of your dress. “I am really looking forward to it.” he brushes over your wet panties and you moan quietly. “Not now babe.” You say, using all your willpower. “Just because it’s your wedding day. Later tonight I won’t be so nice. ” He promises.
It’s one of many promises he has told you. And there are many more to come. He will promise you pleasure. He’ll promise you his time. He tells you late at night before leaving on a mission That he’ll be back alive. That he’ll never leave you alone. But most importantly, he promises you that he’ll love you forever
Warnings: Swearing, Blood, Shooting and other Mafia stuff.
Words: 1,705
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5, Part 6, Part 7, Part 8, Part 9, Part 10, Part 11, Part 12, Part 13, Part 14, Epilogue.
Yongguk.
She is right. We are behaving like we have been together for a long time. Her power over me scares the hell out of me but also gives me new strength to deal with this situation. Before Jongup and Daehyun brought her here I was bored out of my mind, another nameless girl in my bed each night just to distract me from the endless routine of dead people, gunshots, injured friends and loss. Money and drugs. Gang wars. Every day was the same until they brought Y/N into the house. Her innocence made me want to keep her safe and now I finally have the chance to do so. When I was little this was my father’s job.
He was the head of the Bang family and a well known gangster in the entire country. But his fame brought enemies and when I was just 18 years old he was killed cowardly by a traitor in our rows. After that I was expected to take over the family business and I did but it took years for me to grow into my position and during those years people, who were my father’s closest friend, left and our once so strong family name became forgotten. Nowadays we work in the shadows. The people who surround me are not my blood related family but they are like brothers to me and I trust them with my life. It has now been almost ten years and the surrounding mafia families just realized that we are back and are trying to stop us from rising to our former position. This is what happened when Y/N was pulled into all of this. The person who threatened her is a spy from one of the other gangs. He had been following Jongup – my most competent spy – for weeks now. Jongup had noticed in the beginning and told me about it but I told him to wait for the spy to grow confident. One day he would drop his guard and I had been right. He did. And when Jongup and Daehyun wanted to catch him he ran away, right into Y/N and pressed his fucking gun against her temple. It’s one of our main rules – never pull a bystander into it. And when Daehyun wanted to shoot him he must have moved. Or Y/N did. Daehyun is our best gunman – almost as good as me – and his family has been part of this for three generations. He is one of my two personal bodyguards along with Youngjae. I hate to have them with me all the time but I know it is necessary to keep me and this family alive. After my father had died, our numbers had decreased to about 10 people. It was only the six core people and 4 other members that are now retired and get generously paid by me. Many people tried to come back after they noticed we were rising again but I didn’t let them. They are traitors in my eyes and don’t deserve to be in our rows. With them we would be at around 45 people but without them we are at only 30 members and every now and then people come over and try to join us but only few of them make it through the complicated entering process. Only the elite can join this family and come face to face with me. When we were fewer people I would take care of this process but now my right hand – Zelo – does it. He might be young and sometimes he really is an idiot, but I trust him with my family. His father had been my father’s right hand and the same counts for our grandparents. He knows exactly what I expect from everyone and knows what to look for in the recruits. I finally reach the heavy doors of my office and everyone stands up as soon as I enter the room. Only the core is part of this meeting: Zelo, Youngjae, Jongup, Himchan, Daehyun and me. When I was young my father used to call himself and his core the B.A.P. The Best Absolute Perfect – the elite – and we chose to call ourselves the same in his memory. Everyone reported what had happened since the last few meeting but only one thing sparks my attention. Zelo reports that he has two promising recruits that might make it and brought promising resumes. Daehyun tells us that the people we took captive during the attempted attack are still not telling us anything and we discuss our next step when noise can be heard outside. I can hear a small “No…” It sounds hesitant and definitely comes from a female voice which sounds somewhat familiar to Y/Ns. The door opens and there she is, dressed in one of my comfortable burgundy sweatshirts covering her body down to the curve of her butt and I’m glad that the others only get to see her naked legs. As I look her up and down, first hungrily, something catches my attention and I look at her face to see tears pooling in her eyes and wet trails down her cheeks. Hiccups are escaping those soft, silky lips as she just stands there and stares at me. “I walked over to your room and, and, and I accidentally hit my ankle on something and now it’s bleeding again.”She hiccups through the entire speech and I look back at what had caught my attention – her bloody bandage. Himchan is the first one to move – even before me. He immediately becomes professional and guides her to my desk and lifts her on top of it, exposing more of her skin as my sweatshirt rises up her body. I look at the others who immediately move their gaze to the other side of the room and stand up to make my way over to her. I always forget that this is not her world and that she didn’t grow up with shot or stab wounds surrounding her. The worst thing she probably had while growing up was a broken arm or maybe even a broken rib. She whimpers as Himchan removes the blood-soaked bandage and reveals that one of her stitches must have cut into her flesh somehow. Himchan leaves to get his stuff and I lean against the table directly next to her upper body. “It’s alright. Himchan will fix it.” I tell her and turn her face towards mine and as I look into her eyes I can clearly see that she didn’t cry because she was in pain but because she didn’t know what was happening with her wound. Her hiccups could be heard in the quiet room every now and then. Himchan returned and pulled her stitched, noticing that he didn’t need to restitch it completely but that only the newly injured part needs new stitches. “I’m sorry about interrupting you.” She whispers and I just awkwardly lean in to kiss her temple. “It’s okay. Don’t worry. We are almost done either way.” Himchan looks over to me and informs me that she is done now and I help her down the table. The rest is now staring at us again and Y/N squirms because of the attention, trying to quickly make her way out of the room but I am actually not planning to let her go. “Nu-uh” I mumble and catch her around the waist, carefully lifting her into my arms. “Yongguk!” I hear Himchans angry voice to my left but my attention is now fully on the small, warm bundle in my arms. I carry her over to the rest and place her on my left leg, indicating for the others to continue talking but they just stare at us alienated. “I. . What is going on between y’all?“ Zelo just asks and Y/N covers her face with her hands but that doesn’t stop me from seeing her ears turning red. I moved slightly and removed the smile from my face. This is important and they need to know what is going on with her. “To be honest I don’t really know either. But she is now a part of us and I expect you all to treat her that way. Especially you two” I shifted my gaze to Daehyun and Youngjae “At least one of you will be with her at all time whenever she leaves. Being with us makes her a target.” They all nod and I know that everyone is curious about what this was. I ended the meeting about 30 minutes later and Y/N had grown sleepy in my arms and I carefully lift her up to carry her back into my room. Himchan just looks at me strictly but I ignore it and make my way down the dark corridors to my bedroom and lay the sleepy bundle in my arms on the covers. Her eyes flutter open and she stretches her arms. “Is the meeting over?” Her soft and sleepy voice makes me swallow. My body reacts to her on its own and I remove my pants and shirt, standing before her in only my boxers as her gaze wanders over my body painfully slow. I crawl under the blankets and feel the soft skin of her legs pressing against mine, seeking for warmth after being exposed to the cold air in my office without any fabric covering them. Her cold feet stretching out towards mine but only the tips of her toes can reach my ankles. I kiss her cold nose and she scrunches it in the cutest way possible. I move my hand up her thigh and rest it right under her butt, teasing it with the tip of my thumb. She giggles and looks at me with those bright, intelligent eyes that are now wide awake again. “You promised to continue” The taunting tone in her voice makes me smile and I push her over onto her back crawling over her, my hand now on her hip, pushing up the fabric of my sweatshirt on her body. Her naked skin on mine drove me almost crazy but I tell myself that I need to go slow. For her sake.
PLEASE REFRESH THE BLOG FOR PART 6 IM NEVER ON MY COMPUTER AND CAN'T RLY EDIT ON MOBILE, I REBLOGGED IT
