I've been go through the latest song of late jonghyun, it say a lot and it is clear enough that he asking and seeking for help. For me, it must be hard for his family to accept. It is like you know your son/brother is sick and you tried enough to save him but he drown although you hold his hand tight yet it still not enough. Kinda emotional lately. Shinee and B1a4 is starter that spark my interest to kpop and I choose to be bana.
For sure, i keep imagining what if that not jonghyun but our bipo? I meant how to handle the heartbreak? How shawol endure it is really admirable.
I mean all our bipo has posssibility to be same as late jonghyun. Jinyoung is likely to have a tendency to be depressed especially when he lost his muse to write or composed a music. Gongchan, fall to second place as he is the most calm and composed in the group as well the secret keeper of the group yet nobody know his secret. Yeay, our sneaky puppy. Baro.. no 3 it like you already know abt it. 4th place for cnu. I mean he love sing and tried (already) to write and composed a song. Like sandeul said "he already come to far", i hope he doesnt lose hope if thing not going in his way and what if one day he felt useless or all his hardwork is nothing. Sandeul is the last one. But it doesnt mean he cannot be in the first place.
It must be hard for shinee member as they lost their buddies also business partner. Stay strong shinee, shawol.
Sincerely, Bana












