#back on deck

[a-fix-of-muses]

Currently Listening To: "Back On Deck" by Dance Gavin Dance

[bpd-squirrel]

she whispers sweet bullshit in my ear, familiar, it's what I always wanna hear, but it didn't take long for my old regrets to be back on deck, cover up my attention, fat chance that I'll pay my debts with my mistakes, give me a break, is there anybody left for me to trust for goddamn sake? cauterize the hole inside my chest and burn my flesh, the smell of honesty, decency, lingers in the air until its gone, I'm not the one

[bpd-squirrel]

I'm not the one who's holding on, our agony is a distant memory, you get bored with an easy life, look for anything to make it right, you're stupid guy, there's no magic in maintenance, feel it getting stale? then go play games in the basement, spacious, some people ain't worth a single tear, more hate, more fear, I think we're better off weird

[bpd-squirrel]

tapping into all the emotions I forgot to feel all year, can't recall the smell of the ocean, I need something real

[torecordonlywaterfortendays-blog]

Just biked to Jefferson Park and I'm done