how bada would handle being in public with her s/o
requested: yep!
genre + content: headcanons, gn!reader, me being delusional, lower case intended (I'm annoying, I know and im sorry), unedited because I can't be bothered
warnings: none i believe, just fluff!
I still don't really understand the term, but I think I could describe a romantic relationship with bada as 'private but not a secret.'
she wouldn't want to keep you a secret, but she's also aware of the strife being in the public eye can cause, so how much/how little she reveals about the relationship is completely up to you.
and believe me, she tries so hard to keep her mouth shut about you, but sometimes it proves a bit too difficult.
hell, your relationship being revealed to the public was a complete and utter accident. bada was on instagram live as usual, and one of the comments had asked her for a tmi. she thought for a moment, before remembering that you had gifted her the very hoodie that she was wearing.
bada didn't even notice the comments going absolutely batshit at the mention of her having a partner, too focused on how much the hoodie smelled like you.
cue a now wide eyed bada watching a myriad of comments shocked at her statement fly in at lighting speed, as she slowly realises what she just said.
you bet your ass that she ended the live at that moment, entering to your shared apartment and flopping onto you immediately, squeezing any part of you that her hands could reach, she needed the comfort right now. when you ask her what happened, she begs you to promise to not get upset (which can't be promised but you do it anyway to ease her mind)
she realises a statement of sorts on her instagram, asking for the respect of her fans for your relationship and turns off her phone after posting it, cuddling with you and trying to sleep the day away.
from then on, you and bada start going out together more frequently, since you're no longer so well hidden anymore, you might as well enjoy this new found freedom. fans and paparazzi being outside of any location that bada is in is a given, but its still alot for you to take in.
bada always has a hand on you when you're out together, she just needs to know that you're close and that you're okay. whether it be a hand a hand on your waist or shoulders, a hand around your wrist or holding yours, it eases her. but she prefers you walking in front of her so she can have you in her vision also so she can check you out, two birds, one stone
call her a bit possessive (and you'd be correct) but she also likes when you wear something of hers over your outfit when you're in public, like a hoodie or a jacket.
as for interviews, she mentions you passively, usually by accident once again. but she will never take the bait if an interviewer tries to pry into the deeper parts of your relationship. she values intimacy with you far too much.
overall, your relationship is sacred to bada, and she earnestly tries to keep it under wraps as much as possible, although she may not be the best at that, since she also desperately wants to show you off. so basically, you get the best of both worlds.
what happens when the basketball team captain and the cheer team co-captain are in love but can’t tell anyone…
genre: fluff, minor angst (my bad), slightly suggestive if you squint (?)
warnings: reader and bada are both lesbians, slightly suggestive with a veryyy tiny makeout scene but nothing too crazy, no caps on purpose (booo ik terrible grammar).
author’s note: this was not proofread nor do i know much about basketball so please be easy on me. anyways, yayyy my first req done, thank you to @badasgirlfriend for being my first request!! this was supposed to be a quick lil imagine but i got a bit carried away 🧎♀️…BUT i hope this was good :3 btw reqs are still open!
word count: ~1.8k….
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you and bada lee were captains of your respective sports at your university: cheerleading and basketball, granted you were a co-captain along with another girl named lusher, you were a captain nonetheless. becoming captains by your sophomore year meant you both had insane leadership skills and were talented in your fields. naturally, you both were drawn to each other and became the bestest of friends during your first year of leadership.
however it’s now your senior year and y’all are a little more than friends. last year one night after a game, both the basketball and the cheerleading team went out for expensive bbq to celebrate the win the basketball team brought home. the whole night bada kept clinging to you. she was cooking your meat, making little lettuce wraps for you, and feeding you everything. it got to the point everyone had just assumed you were already dating.
“bro when did you start dating? i cant believe i wasn’t updated.” lusher said in a jokingly hurt voice as she dramatically placed her hand over her heart to feign sadness.
“yeah i thought we were close y/n!” tatter, another cheerleader, said while pretending to cry into her fellow teammate’s, minah’s, shoulder.
you giggled softly while shaking your head at their actions. “guys please! we’re not dating, bada’s just my best friend, right honey?” you said as you turned to look at bada.
bada felt her heart twinge slightly at hearing the words “best friend”, but she quickly nodded in agreement before smiling at you and saying “right honey.”
“me personally y/n, i’d be asking bada what are we!” jj, a fellow basketball team member, joked as she stuffed her face with food.
“best friends…sure” aiki, another basketball player, replied sarcastically before chucking and saying “i don’t call my best friend honey, but yeah! for sure besties!”
everyone at the table laughs at aiki’s and jj’s comments, including you and bada. however, bada knew that night she had to confess to you. she could no longer fight her feelings for you, she wanted to kiss you and hold you close in her arms until you both fell asleep. so, she told you exactly that. you both being lesbians who are in denial of their feelings course led to reciprocated feelings neither knew about. all that mattered now was you were hers and she was yours.
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now back to current time, you’re both seniors and it’s been a little over a year since you and bada began dating. you both became closer than ever. you did everything together, no one could separate y’all from each other. however, no one knew the truth. your relationship was kept a secret because you both decided for the sake of your sports and reputations as captains that no one could know. you both took leading a team so seriously, that neither of you wanted to have anyone think you guys were slacking off due to being in a relationship. so of course this lead to its own issues.
people would ask both of you out on dates constantly (especially you) and although you both would pay zero attention to these people, it bothered the other. bada especially hated it when men would ask you out no matter how many times you told them you were a lesbian. she wanted to scream to the world that she was your girlfriend and everyone else can fuck off, but she couldn’t.
one day it bothered her so much that some man named jongin asked you out to dinner that she couldn’t even bear to look at you because while yes she was jealous other people perceiving her girlfriend, she was even more upset she couldn’t tell these people off for you. she didn’t answer your texts, she didn’t walk you to class like usual, hell she didn’t even wave back when you waved at her in the halls. she had ignored you all day up until she saw you crying and hugging tatter in the hallway near the entrance of the building. bada immediately ran up to both of you and asked why you were crying. tatter shook her head in confusion before explaining that you just began crying once she asked about your day. bada sighed deeply and told tatter to let her handle it. tatter was skeptical at first but eventually agreed as she slowly pulled you off of her. she patted your head before leaving and let you know that she’ll text you later. once it was just you and bada, you hung your head lowly while trying to hide your sniffles. bada placed her hands on your shoulders while leaning down slightly to match your height.
“princess, what’s the matter?” bada asked softly with her voice full of concern. you looked up at her with tears streaming down your face, her heart broke on the spot. bada hated seeing you upset, she only ever wanted you to be happy.
you eventually replied through your sniffles. “why do you hate me now? is it something i did? why are you acting like i don’t exist…” you trailed off beginning to cry harder.
immediately bada’s heart broke again, she hated you being upset, but she hated you being upset because of her even more. she herself began to tear up as she pulled you into her arms and held you tightly. she soothingly rubbed your back, letting you cry into her.
“i’m so so sorry princess, i never meant to upset you. it’s just the thing with jongin bothered me so much and the fact i couldn’t do anything…” bada explained through her own tears now. you looked up at her in understanding before wrapping your arms even tighter around her, clinging to her as if she would disappear.
“i understand baby, but next time please just talk to me. i hate feeling this way, i hate us crying over misunderstandings.” you explained as you began to calm down. you pulled away from bada but then placed her hands in yours.
she looked you in your eyes, nodding in agreement before she replied with “i promise i will. let’s never cry over a MAN again.” she emphasized ‘man’ before laughing attempting to lighten the mood. you began to laugh with her while smiling up at her. god, you were so in love with this girl. nothing will ever stop your love for her.
“we should get going, practice starts soon and you know friday is the game that determines if the team goes to finals or not.” you said seriously as you began to get in your leader mindset. bada agreed with you and you both went off to practice for the very important upcoming game.
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it was finally d-day. one of the most important games of the season began as the buzzer rang throughout the court. the basketball team was working so hard to keep the score high, needing to bag the win. the cheer team was working just as hard on the side lines making sure the basketball team could feel enough love and support to have the strength and energy to keep pushing through this game. you, lusher, tatter, minah, and the rest of the cheerleaders were screaming so loud that your throats were feeling raw. seeing bada in her element made you fall for her all over again. bada was flying across the court so naturally and with ease, scoring point after point for her team. she was constantly blocking shots from one of her opponents haechi wang. however, the opposing team was not weak. for every shot bada blocked, one was scored almost immediately after.
it was now the final 30 seconds of the game, the score was 57:57. aiki had the ball as the buzzer went off and she immediately began to dribble it. bada made the sign that she was open to aiki, she knew it had to be her who made this final shot for her team to bring them their victory. aiki saw bada and immediately made the pass. once shs got the ball, she was off. she didn’t want to let her team down, so she knew she had to put in all the effort she could. it was down to 15 seconds on the timer and bada was exactly where she needed to be to make her shot. however, she started to get nervous and overthink. but before her thoughts could take over, bada managed to hear her girlfriend from across the court yell, she heard you yell “LET’S GO BADA LEE YOU GOT THIS!”. nothing else mattered once she heard your voice. she blocked out everything except for your voice and the hoop. bada took her shot and right as the buzzer sounded, the ball went in the hoop. she had gotten a buzzer beater and scored the win for her team. it didn’t even click for her that they had won until she saw you running across the court towards her. bada smiled as you ran into her arms. she lifted you up and you wrapped your legs around her waist.
you were filled with so much happiness and pride you didn’t care anymore. right as you looked into each other’s eyes, you kissed her passionately. bada questioned absolutely nothing as she kissed you right back with just as much passion, borderline making out with you on the court. cheers from the crowd, both basketball teams, and your cheer team could be heard as all attention was now on both of you.
once you pulled away from bada’s lips, you immediately shouted out to everyone “MY GIRLFRIEND IS GOING TO NATIONALS!” bada couldn’t help but smile and giggle at your actions. the world now knew that you were dating. you could hear everyone laugh along in happiness as many people clapped for you.
“what did i sayyyy!” lusher exclaimed to her team as they all smiled and agreed.
“yo hyojin you owe me $10, i told you so” aiki said to her teammate as she held out her palm waiting for her payment.
both you and bada laughed at everyone’s actions. you both held each other close in a current state of bliss. in the end, who gives a fuck if others think you’re slacking off. you both know it’s not true and that’s all that matters.
“hey bada” you whispered to your girlfriend, still holding her close.
“yes my princess?” bada responded, her voice dripping with sweetness.
you smiled brightly as you looked into her eyes and said “just know that no matter what, i’ll always cheer for you.”
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𓆩❀𓆪 home by @throughthebluesea bada lee x reader | just warmth. fluff. heavily based with reese lansangan's home. (highly suggested to listen to it while reading this.)
-you wondered what type of day it is today. you were late at work, got scolded by your superiors, and finished a lot of backlogs that your superiors dumped on you. at this point, you're looking up at the dull white ceiling from your cubicle.
𓆩❀𓆪 bada headcannons by @urlovebot bada lee x reader
-bada when she’s pursuing you. reader is a lil oblivious and bada’s just like ‘this girl is mine she doesn’t even know it lololol’
𓆩❀𓆪 smut headcannons by @urlovebot bada lee x reader
-gf! bada lee got a corruption kink fr
𓆩❀𓆪 all the time by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | smut(sub bada. pussy fiend bada. bada is down so bad she is in hell. dom!reader(?). reader is a tease and bada is fed up)
-"feels so good bada."
𓆩❀𓆪 mirroring bluebird by @ssivinee bebe!bada lee x bebe!f!reader
-you are the younger sister of moze and had gone viral at the same time as her. while working under sm, you meet bada and become a core member of bebe, but what you get the same treatment your sister did
𓆩❀𓆪 the duplicate by @throughthebluesea bada lee x 1million member!reader | humor-ish, then fluff? sulky jealous bada, reader is utterly whipped since she sees her girl bada on kingbada so much. this is too cute. moment with 1million crew
-the second season of street woman fighter 2 has been the talk of the town since its premiere, alongside the show's fame is its parody counterpart, which is street gagwoman fighter 2, where a group of korea's highly respected comediennes come together and do parodies of the actual show's highlights by enjoycouple on youtube.
𓆩❀𓆪 the duplicate (special chapter) by @throughthebluesea bada lee x 1million member!reader | fluff, a bit humor-ish... bc... king bada is here again. overprotective bada, the rest of team bebe being the biggest instigators
-d-day. the finale episode has arrived, and everyone has been practicing hard, perfecting their final routines.
𓆩❀𓆪 i wanna ruin our friendship by @throughthebluesea bada lee x reader | friends to lovers, bada secretly pining over 'straight' reader, howl is a jerk in this fic, some angst, slightly suggestive (if you squint), lusher and tatter being so supportive, lusher's gaydar never miss.
-"i told you, i can't!"
𓆩❀𓆪 bada lee as your gf by @starrwhispers bada lee x reader | mildly suggestive, women making out!!
𓆩❀𓆪 bada drabble by @starrwhispers bada lee x reader
-imagine doing ur nighttime skincare routine with bada. it’s just such a cute girlfriend moment.
𓆩❀𓆪 blurb by @starrwhispers bada lee x reader | smut
𓆩❀𓆪 head over heels by @badasgirl bada lee x fem!reader | 18+ smut, friends (?) to kinda lovers, slight angst if you kinda like squint, slight fluff, built up tension, reader is shorter than bada,
-a late night studio session turns into something more when bada finally decides it’s time to end whatever tension you both shared.
𓆩❀𓆪 boyfriend by @bluebada bada lee x reader | nsfw(extremely suggestive and very explicit at times). it's giving switch vibes kinda but dom!bada prevail. reader wants it rough. not a complete smut tho.
-where bada is sick of seeing you cry over your stupid boyfriend, and she knows that she can be a better boyfriend to you. so much better than him
𓆩❀𓆪 oh you want me so bad by @badasgirl bada lee x reader | 18+, reader is somewhat shorter than bada, reader is called bunny a lot, CLINGY!BADA
-bada had the longest day of her life and she needs her girlfriend immediately. you just happen to be the best girlfriend in the world and you let bada do whatever she wants.
𓆩❀𓆪 home by @potchi-fics bada lee x reader
-the first thing that probably comes to mind when you hear that is a house, yes? i mean, it's not a wrong answer-- it's just, for you.. your home is a person. no matter where you are, what time it is, as long as you're with her: you are at home.
𓆩❀𓆪 you and me in the moment by @nimxie bada lee x fem!reader
-in the warm of one another, moments like this are perfect.
𓆩❀𓆪 all mine by @badaspebble bada lee x fem!reader | 18+ themes (dom!bada, possessive!bada, semi-public sex, jealously, dirty talk, praise, cunnilingus)
-being on SWF2 was great. meeting new people who were also considered legends was an added plus. you caught many eyes, but one set of eyes in particular stayed on you the entire time. bada notices, and so do you. deciding to dance with haechi wasn’t to make bada jealous, but still. It’s only fair that bada should do something about it.
𓆩❀𓆪 jealous kisses by @badaslovie bada lee x reader | 🤏🏼 suggestive
-bada and tatter were seen holding hands at a concert and you can't help but feel jealous.
𓆩❀𓆪 she's straight.... right? by @bluebada bada lee x fem!reader | highly suggestive, swearing, fake dating, teacher x student, lowercase intended, hword is making an appearance
-in which the woman you want the most is the one you could never have.
𓆩❀𓆪 control freak by @dallaji bada lee x reader | PORN WITHOUT PLOT (like leech rallay NO plot), established relationship, reader is a power bottom and bada is perplexed!! befuddled!!11, bada with a strap, toy
-your girlfriend doesn’t like giving up the reins, but perhaps with some gentle urging she will finally let loose. Even if it's just for a little bit.
𓆩❀𓆪 feel it by @princhii bada lee x fem!reader | 18+, dom!bada, drinking, use of weed, smut, use of strap, sub!reader, age gap (reader is of age, just refers bada as older woman!)
-and just like that, you were there. on her bed. ass up face down. how did you even get there again? oh yeah, that’s right.
𓆩❀𓆪 show you off by @aericrys bada lee x reader | smut
-“Jagiya, stop freaking out, the girls are all really nice, I promise! They’ve been dying to meet you!”
𓆩❀𓆪 100 days by @venuszn dom!bada lee x fem!reader | best friends to lovers, angst, fluff, smut(fingering, nipple play, cunnilingus (bada and reader give and receive), scissoring, emotionally constipated reader, whipped bada, MDNI)
-bada asks you to give her one hundred days to make you fall in love with her.
𓆩❀𓆪 bada lee as the 5 love languages by @venuszn dom!bada lee x fem!reader | smut (ringering, cunnilingus, use of vibrator, bada using a strap, exhibitionism, degradation (but also praise), light bondage, orgasm denial, nipple play, overstimulation, slight choking) and fluff , MDNI
𓆩❀𓆪 jealously, jealously by @handongscult bada lee x reader | possessive/jealous bada, suggestive towards end
-you come on swf2 to have a choreography created for your new song. someone gets a little too bold with you and bada stakes her claim.
𓆩❀𓆪 come get me by @badaspebble bada lee x fem!reader | 18+ themes, (dom!bada, jealous!bada, kinda mean!bada but she’s soft at the end, strap-on use, teasing, hair pulling, semi-public, praise, edging, choking, swearing, dacryphilia)
-bada hasn’t been paying attention to you lately, which is starting to be frustrating. at first it was fine, seeing how much work she had to put into her team. now that SWF was over, there was no need for her to pay so much attention to them. guess you’ll have to make her pay attention to you.
𓆩❀𓆪 too close by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | angst. angry howl, homophobia, minor and very, very minor physical harm done to bada. closeted bada, out and proud reader. its alooooot of angst. some comfort at the end though
-"are you okay?"
𓆩❀𓆪 dating bada lee would include... by @unique-high bada lee x reader
-some things dating this beautifully hot woman would include.
𓆩❀𓆪 heacannons of bada asking insecure reader to sit in her lap by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | extra fluff
𓆩❀𓆪 save room for us by @dallaji bada lee x reader | ex-fwb, university setting, lengthy smut (like 50% ratio), both bada and reader are switches, relationship is the epitome of "its complicated", bada is a mess but please forgive her, author has never used a dating app before, kinda angsty?? hopeful ending though!!
-this could’ve been a perfect night: it was your first time being invited to a sorority house party and you were promised alcohol, decent music and good company. so naturally, because nothing is ever truly perfect, your ex-situationship had to be a part of said sorority.
𓆩❀𓆪 ride it! by @mikaleialt bada lee x reader | fluff, suggestive, smut, drabble
-in a random instagram live, your newly found fans after SWF 2, started asking you random questions about what do you think of each team leaders. for a quick background, you are one of the team leaders in SWF 2, but sadly your team got eliminated after the crew battle mission, after getting defeated by mannequeen on the elimination round along with wolf'lo and lady bounce.
𓆩❀𓆪 bada headcannons by @aericrys bada lee x reader | fluff, smut
𓆩❀𓆪 how bada would handle being in public with her s/o by @bountycancelled bada lee x gn!reader | headcannons, author being delusional, lower case intended, fluff
𓆩❀𓆪 the elevator by @venuszn bada lee x reader | enemies to lovers, angst, fluff
-you and bada are rival choreographers under the same company. bada has always treated you differently and you didn’t know why. You convinced yourself that you hated her for it. but you’re both forced to face each other one evening when the company elevator breaks down and there’s no where to hide - from each other and ur feelings.
𓆩❀𓆪 your so pretty it hurts by @nimxie bada lee x fem!reader | angst, injury
-you never want to worry bada, but when you get hurt and try to hide it. she can’t help it
𓆩❀𓆪 jealousy by @seungxstar bada lee x fem!reader
-how bada would be if she was jealous…
𓆩❀𓆪 .......threesome? by @badaleesbish switch!bada x switch!reader x sub!tatter | NSFW(face sitting, fingering, choking, degrading, praising, use of strap)
-you and tatter decide to try to talk bada into having a threesome. Thinking that bada would turn down the request, you and tatter take some extreme measures to get bada in between the two of you.
𓆩❀𓆪 bada fic by @allur1ngs bada lee x reader
-mafia boss bada reacting to reader in a suit looking badass omg bada would literally drop her jaw
𓆩❀𓆪 her best friends by @mikachacha bada lee x singer!reader x monika shin
-your new song is a huge hit and your two girlfriends wanted to celebrate and spoil you for a job well done
𓆩❀𓆪 only one by @yayayxs bada lee x fem!reader | suggestive if you squint
-after winning street woman fighter nobody expected this…
𓆩❀𓆪 moonstruck pt:1 by @dkluvs bada lee x oc | 2.3k
-in which a romance so forbidden arises between an idol and her favourite choreographer.
𓆩❀𓆪 moonstruck pt:2 by @dkluvs bada lee x oc | 1.6k
-in which a romance so forbidden arises between an idol and her favourite choreographer.
𓆩❀𓆪 new game, new player by @ssivinee bebe!bada lee x dancer! f!reader | 4.7k
-jeon y/n joins SWF to prove that her being the sibling of an idol doesn't make her any less of a dancer, but while trying to do so, she makes new friends and potentially something more.
𓆩❀𓆪 expert level by @ssivinee bebe!bada lee x dancer! f!reader | 5.8k
-Part 2 of "New Game, New Player," suggested to read Part 1 first!
A/N: just wanna try writing hahahah (even if I'm not that good and I think my writing is quite bland and worse doesn't even make sense goshhh). Not proofread and may contain grammatical errors.
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You and bada are in a private relationship, and only close friends and family of yours know. Your schedules prevent both of you to spend time together and after bada joined swf2, the distance became more prominent. Bada became more distant and it is slowly driving your relationship into ruins. Dating news between howl and bada left it all in shambles.
There is no reassurance of what the future may hold, the future that used to be clear became to blurred and seems to become nonexistent. Maybe, It will only last this far (Siguro, hanggang dito lang talaga kayo).
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It was a sunny morning, the warm rays hit the window sill creating an illusion of comfort and warmth.
You had woken up early to cook breakfast for you and bada. Knowing her busy schedule she might not be able to take breaks to either eat or rest. She'll sinply forget that her body also has needs, but she's to busy being hard on herself.
"I made breakfast for you luv." you said behind the kitchen counters as you glanced at her busying around.
"Sorry, I don't have time for breakfast." Bada replied.
"but— atleast eat something." you said to her.
"Can't you understand!? I don't have the t—" Shouted Bada, stopping herself before she can say anything hurtful.
Shock and hurt adorned your face.
Bada sighed and said, "I need to go." while going out of your shared apartment.
"Drive safe luv--" your words drowned with the thud of the door, closing. Your response remain unheard by the person you dearly love as she left without waiting for your reply. No hugs, no kisses, not even good mornings. All she left is a desolate and lonely feeling inside you.
Silence filled the room. Your lonely figure slowly walked near the front door.
Unknowingly, tears started flowing down your cheeks. Lips trembled, letting out a whimper.
"What happened to us?" You questioned but was met with silence.
You looked around the room, the photos attached to the walls, etching the details of the bond that bada and you used to share.
You composed yourself, deciding to scroll through your socials. You were watching videos of Bada, goofing around and showing her passion for dancing, filling in and erasing the loneliness that you felt. Ocassional laughs and giggles can be heard, as you continued to watch her through your phone.
While scrolling, a post caught your eyes. A feeling of dread sinks into you. It was a dating news between bada and howl.
You dropped your phone in disbelief. Shock, hurt, and doubt can be seen in your face.
You hurriedly snatched the phone on the floor. Eyes skimmed through the comments, as tears pool in your eyes, all showing support for the couple.
"Bada and Howl?! She said they're only friends." You muttered to yourself in denial. But how can you not believe it?! There are photos of them kissing and being intimate with each other.
Muffled cries filled the room, as you sinked into a state of sorrow. The once sunny morning dissapeared without a trace, as gloomy rain clouds can be seen outside the apartment window, creating an air of melancholy. It seems like the sky is crying for you too.
The signs were there! But you're too dumb and too inlove with her to realize that maybe.... just maybe your relationship is slowly dying. The decreasing number of phone calls and chats, the way she started avoiding your touch.
For Gods sake! the signs were already telling you, yet you were so into keeping the relationship going to understand that she changed......... or maybe you changed.......and the bond you once have is not the same as to what it used to be.
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A couple of hours had passed since you started crying. Body sprawled over the floor, tired and numb. Marks of dried tears covered your face.
"You could have told me." you painfully mumbled.
"B—bada.... why?" You said as you slowly closed your eyes.
Have I not given it my all? Am i not enough? Did I do something wrong? Or is it that she just fell out of love with me? A lot of thoughts run through your head.
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All your stuff are packed. You looked around the apartment once more, taking every detail, before mustering the courage to text bada.
Hey luv.
I know you're too busy to read this but...
I just wanna say that, I hope he makes you happier than I did. If there are things that I'm lacking, I hope he is able to fill those up. I love you, goodbye.
Tears once again gathered in your eyes, as a sad sigh left your lips.
"The road is too long, but I guess this is our stop. Goodbye." You whispered in the lonely apartment while pushing your stuff out the door.
The door closed with a clank followed by silence.
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A/N: That is the extent of my brain juice HAHAHAHAH hope you enjoyed it<3
everything reminds you of her-- the things around you, the places you visit, the sky, the sea. most times, it gives you comfort, but not this time, you fear. not this time.
NOTE: ano'ng gagawin kung wala ka means what to do without you.
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three months.
that much time has passed since my last contact with bada, my now ex-girlfriend. in those three months, i have become an entirely new person. in those three months, i lost every little thing that bring me joy.
a chuckle escapes my lips as look out to the sea, looking over the horizon because i cannot stop thinking where we went wrong.
we tried, didn't we? we did. we did try. i try to force myself to believe those phrases because i know for a fact we didn't try. at least, not hard enough.
my hands shake inside the pockets of my coat, for the reason of trying to contain in the temptation to cry, to yell, to curse out the universe for taking the most precious thing it had given me.
her.
it has always been her.
wetly, my eyes dart up to the sky. the once clear and blue skies now turn grey. the thought keeps gnawing at the back of my head.
where did we go wrong?
it's like a broken record that keeps playing over and over and over again inside my brain, torturing and killing me. a tear falls down, and i immediately wipe it off but soon after, more and more tears followed.
a broken sob shakes my whole body, the pain in my little heart so unbearable that i can't help but to cry again, to want it to be taken out of my chest just so that i can breathe properly.
the memories i've made with her starts playing in my mind.
...
a playful snort comes out of bada because i tried scaring her. of course, didn't work.
"you know," she kisses my cheek, "you're so adorable."
my face scrunches at that, she's so cheesy, i swear.
she kisses me again, but this time, on my lips. she gives me another one, and another one, and another one. her hands snaking around my waist as she pecks my lips once more.
"alright, alright," the palm of my hand acts as a barrier to my lips, "i get it, i'm adorable."
she gives me one of her bright smiles. one that could rival the world's brightest lights. one that could rival the sun icarus flew so close to.
...
i try to calm myself, but who am i kidding? bada is the only one who could calm me, but she's not here-- not anymore.
my swollen eyes flutter close, feeling the cold wind against me, feeling the quietness that surrounds me.
it's comforting. like her. like my bada.
...
bada's soft lips meet my nape, making me giggle at the ticklish feeling.
"morning, what are you cooking?" her chin rests on top of my shoulder.
i turn my head and i plant a soft kiss on her head, "breakfast. what time did you get up?"
"the bed was cold.." she whines out, "why didn't you wake me?"
my big baby. morning like these are one of the best things i'm grateful for. it's part of my routine, she is part of my routine.
...
the coldness of the metal bench meets my back, emitting goosebumps to appear on my skin.
god, did i miss the warmness of our bed. i miss it. i miss the mornings where she would hug me from behind as i cook our breakfast. i miss our spontaneous dates. i miss her little hops whenever she's excited. i miss seeing the twinkle in her eyes when she talks about something she loved. i miss her.
it always comes back to her.
i pick at my fingers; a habit i never lost whenever i'm anxious, or when i get reminded of how my life used to be when i was with her. or, when i remember how we started to fall apart.
...
"bada," i cover my face desperately, "i'm just asking you to make time for me."
she sits down with a huff, "and i told you, multiple times, that i can't."
"really? you can't?" bada looks at me with an annoyed expression, "you can't? or you just don't want to?"
"what?"
"you don't think i don't see how you act around tatter? or how you priotize her over me?" i raise my hand to get her to stop talking, "you don't think i don't see it when she posts you? how you two frequently meet and have dinner?"
"she's just a team member-"
"but to me, she's not!" at this point, tears are forming in my eyes. "okay? she's not just some member, she's not just someone you work with." i desperately and harshly wipe my tears, "that is supposed to be me. i am the one you are supposed to be taking out. i'm supposed to be the one you priotize.."
she looks down and does not say anything.
"you know what," i walk to our bedroom, "i don't care anymore, i'm used to it."
our once peaceful home now turned into... something i didn't know would exist.
...
i sigh deeply, i rub my face. why am i suddenly thinking about her?
maybe because i'm by the sea. a smile takes over my features.
...
"bada, can we talk?"
my gut churns as my gaze goes up to look at y/n. the clinking of utensils reaches my ears.
bada. she's never called me that. she doesn't even call me that when she's mad.
i can feel my throat bobble up and down as i swallow my saliva.
"w-what is it?"
my tongue darts out to my lips to wet it, anxiety making turmoil inside my whole being. her eyes glint under the light above us, her lower lip trembling, her eyebrows furrowing.
this is it. i can feel it. i am about to lose her. i'm about to lose the very most precious thing the universe has given me-- and it is all because of me.
"i can't do this anymor--"
before she can finish her sentence, i cut her off. "please, don't."
"but i can't anymore, bada." she looks at me with that painful expression etched on her beautiful face. "i'm so tired."
"no, no, please." i rush to her side, kneeling beside her. "just another chance? please?"
panicking, i grab her hands, "y/n, we can work this out."
she tries to smile at me. but not her usual smile, not the smile whenever she's happy, not the smile she gave me back then. i don't know this smile.
"bada."
stop calling me that.
i beg, my throat starts to contract, my chest bubbling with fear, "i'll be better, i promise. just don't leave me yet, i'll prove myself. please, y/n, what would i do without you?"
her trembling hands grasp my wet cheeks, "i am so tired, bada. i just can't anymore. i..."
"one chance. i can change. i will change. just stay with me, stay here forever. please, i c-can change."
a broken sob finally escapes from me. i clutch unto her hands, holding them tightly because i am scared. i am scared that after this, i'll be losing her.
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𓆩𑁍𓆪 into you by @jihyoruri bada lee x reader | y/n is apart of jam republic, bada is older than yn, fluff, one sided enemies to potential lovers, fluff, yn is lowkey insane but it’s okay
-y/n poked her tongue into the side of cheek as her gaze hardens on the tall dancer, of course she just had to be here and look the way she does, so annoyingly attractive.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 moments like this by @miyoii bada lee x fem!reader | fluff
-moments with bada are the best ones
𓆩𑁍𓆪 obvious by @jihyoruri bada lee x reader | y/n is a member of twice, everybody is out here embarrassing yn, fluff
-y/n leaned into her seat as she watched the dancers, she was so focused that she didn’t even realize monika lean over to her.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 i won't stop until that girl is mine by @gezelligs-world bada lee x jam republic!reader
-"she is just so- argh!" i said while pacing back and forth frustratedly. ling and audrey just watched me with amused expressions.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 all mine by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | smut(dumbification. throat fucking with a strap-on. EXTREMELY possessive bada. reader is a brat, bada is a brat tamer)
-“put it on for me.”
𓆩𑁍𓆪 working hard to please you by @nimxie mechanic!bada lee x reader | smut and angst
-bada saves you ass and fixes your car and then is like a whimpery mess later
𓆩𑁍𓆪 style by @mikachacha bada lee x actress!idol!reader | language, a very jealous bada and lots of steam from this one
-you and bada are always the hottest talk of the town. with your seemingly on and off relationship stirring up the internet constantly. but then what happens when you visit street woman fighter 2 to give them a challenge to choreograph your new single?
𓆩𑁍𓆪 tell your friends by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | smut(full on. cunnilingus. strap/harness. possessive bada hitting it from the back)
-the universe really had it out for you today.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 garden kisses by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | friends to lovers. a bit of angst in the beginning. cunnilingus. jealous bada. bada is bad at communicating feelings. some texts thrown in there. possessive bada. pussy drunk bada.
-"how do i look?’
“fine.”
“just fine?”
“what do you want me to say?”
𓆩𑁍𓆪 headcannons by @maraudersmyloves bada lee× fem idol reader
-their relationship would be like off and in front of the camera
𓆩𑁍𓆪 trophy by @scarletaqua g!p!bada lee x jam republic!reader
-“i’m so nervous. everyone is so intimidating”
𓆩𑁍𓆪 loving in secret by @badasgirlfriend bada lee x fem!reader
-y/n was holding bada's hand as they were watching their teams group evaluation. bada had told her she had nothing to worry about but she still cared, despite trying to put up a tough front.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 "oh hush, bada lee" by @nimxie bada lee x idol!reader
-being an idol means always being busy, but everyone always has time for surprises
𓆩𑁍𓆪 i'm sorry that i hurt you by @gezelligs-world bada lee x jam republic!reader
-"why does y/n's team suddenly become viral?" mina myoung said while looking at the performance on her phone, along with her crew members.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 winner takes it all by @badagf bada lee x swf2!f!reader | SMUT!! it’s intense + not for the faint hearted. you’re responsible for what you read
-it all comes down to this: bada’s just won street woman fighter, and needs someone to celebrate with
𓆩𑁍𓆪 hope we make it to the cloud by @dallaji bada lee x idol!reader | eventual smut, bada is 100% a giver and not a receiver in this jsyk (it makes sense in context), hinted voyeurism
-amidst an identity crisis, you try to adequately prepare for your solo comeback. the lyrics have already been perfected, the song recorded and the visuals pinpointed. however, your creative team is not fully convinced by the choreography you came up with. they decide to send over one bada lee to help you finetune your jumbled ideas and bring harmony to your vision. you just have one specific request: the routine must include a trampoline.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 wallflower by @sydnerss bada lee x reader | 18+ (MDNI), language, penetration, bottom!reader, top!bada, idol!reader good girl gone bad type beat, reader is a lowkey slut?
-you’ve always been such a cutesy person. you’re tired of it.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 bada brabble by @lexpupz g!pbada lee x reader | pure filth, dom!bada, G!P BADA (sorry to all the g!p haters), facefucking, sweaty sex, very very lowkey dubcon, spitting (also just a tiny bit), facials, bdsm, slapping, bruises and overall marking, dacryphilia, bondage
-i dont care how smiley she always gets i did NOT come here to fuck around.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 bada drabble by @fanfiction4sooya bada lee x reader
-I think she would be the protective type.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 bada fic by @dallaji bada lee x idol!reader | established relationship, porn without plot, once again giver!bada, filming (consensually)
-living alone wasn’t so bad.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 forever yours by @ssivinee bebe!bada lee x dancer!fem reader
-you and bada were quite a well-known duo within the dance world. you two grew up together and have been inseparable ever since, but as you drifted apart, you met again on street woman fighter 2.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 black and white by @bountycancelled bada lee x fem!reader | jealous! bada(she lowkey gives possesive alpha vibes in this and im sorry, but its still hot cuz its her), kind of smut? like they don't smash but close enough, HOWL
-"how do I look?"
𓆩𑁍𓆪 takeout (on me) by @urlovebot gf!bada lee x reader | pussy whipped bada lee taking you in several different positions. cannot get enough of the noises you make and how good she makes you feel. good god.
-your back arched as bada's hands ran down your sides, stopping to squeeze at your waist.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 water by @urlovebot bada lee x reader | bath time with bada. aftercare but bada is h word on main still. smut(fingering, praise, soft dom!bada)
-"-fuck" you try and stretch out your legs but to no avail. you might die in this position.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 kissin' and hope they caught us by @urlovebot bada lee x reader
-reader gets into their head alot, but bada is always there to reassure you
𓆩𑁍𓆪 bada as your tall sexy dancer gf by @urlovebot bada lee x reader
𓆩𑁍𓆪 smut headcannons by @urlovebot bada lee x reader
-experiment bada and innocent reader where bada start trying out what kind of kinks turn on reader
𓆩𑁍𓆪 smut drabble by @westwoodsvivi bada lee x reader | smut (consensual somnophilia)
-like, bada just returned from a extremely busy day and she’s really wanting some hugs and kisses from you but she finds you in a deep sleep at your shared apartment’s couch.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 nasty thoughts hour by @westwoodsvivi bada lee x reader | smut
𓆩𑁍𓆪 ocean eyes pt:1 by @currentfications bada lee x producer!reader | swearing
-you’re the newest member to jam republic agency’s south korean branch, starting next week as a music producer. you’ve arrived a few weeks in advance to settle into the area, and was advised by the agency to stop by justjerk to greet another fellow member, famous choreographer bada lee.
𓆩𑁍𓆪 drunk and possessive pt:2 by @sydnerss drunk!top!bada lee x bottom!reader | 18+ (MDNI), language, lowercase intended, oral sex, fingering, car sex, praise, fluff ending, implied round 2
-bada shows you that you’re hers
𓆩𑁍𓆪 even the sun hides by @sydnerss bada lee x reader | pure fluff, upset bada, lowercase intended
-bada was having a bad day so you took care of her
